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floating back in
Funny how I end up here when my life seems to lack focus. But it is good to be, to learn, to love, to cry, to struggle, to triumph, to plan and to go with the flow ( Read more... ) -
Yes, I am an expatriot
of the educational system. Grad school sounds good, but then again, the loans to accomplish this are not sounding good. I can no longer survive in the landscape of school. There is something oppresive about it. And even when my chest tightens with the fear of uncertainty about my financial stability, I still feel free ( Read more... ) -
distractions
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What Do You Have To Say? - Arts & Crafts: My Inspiration
I get juiced in the forest, looking at the trees with layers of moss, pretty ferns and flowers, just all the lushness. I grew up in the Sonoran desert, so all that brilliant yet deep color just gives me chills. The other amazing and inspiring thing is walking into a thrift shop and finding the most amazing fabric, the texture, color or pattern ( Read more... ) -
it's been more than a long time
and here i am. sooooo much has changed. and soooo much is the same. i still feel unseated in my identity, at times, but it isn't quite as raw. i still adore and love and live with R, and he has settled down, we have settled down. no more wonderings about poly for me....this life is lush and full and rare. i feel lucky to have found this, ( Read more... ) -
ohmygoddess
back home from fest. not many regrets. wish i would have found you, slonik. damn, but fest gets distracting ( Read more... ) -
the wild ride
so, long time no update. i am procrastinating. pure and simple. in the face of ALL that i have to do, i crumple and.....well that line of thinking never gets me anywhere i want to be ( Read more... ) -
identity mindfuck
i don't post so often anymore, but this is where i come when i have an issue that seems bigger than i can handle on my own ( Read more... ) -
daylight savings....
is so not my favorite. i'm an arizona kid. this changing your clocks is just a really foreign concept, and i'm not quite sure what time it really is....my cell phone hasn't switched so i just can't belive it is really this late! -
openness
Just some thoughts about staying open, flexible, responsive rather than fixed, tense or reactive. It is hard to do, but the more i relax, breathe in my life and take it as it is rather than force it into a box, an expectation...the better i do. the sweeter it is. the happier i am. i have this tendency to want to grip to things too tightly, to ( Read more... )