TMI about my stupid life.

[beansidhe_baby]

Alright, so I have not been feeling fantastic about myself generally these last few weeks and I've been avoiding people as much as possible. I have sometimes been going days without eating so I don't have to face the people in my college. Bearing that in mind I didn't react perhaps as well as I could've to the following:

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[extrafancyganza]

people are twats >_<

I've never had that same problem myself, could of course be because line/direction/program or whatever you wanna call it, was one of the queerest in town. Several bisexuals, a fag or two, a couple of lessies. I <3 The Aesthetics Program. Best 3 years of my life.

I'm sorry you had to go through this :/ I had a dream the other night that I got outed at work, in a very weird way. And it's not that I'm a closet case, I just don't think that it's any of their business, as little as I am interested in who they shag. But if someone gave me a straight (pun, lol) question, I wouldn't lie.

[beansidhe_baby]

I feel the same way. I'm not closeted, I told the people in my course straight (god, the puns are coming in hard and fast) off the bat that I was bisexual, but I don't go out of my way to wave the rainbow flag at my very traditional and old fashioned lecturers. It's none of their business. I am seriously angry at her right now for outing me.

If she had a problem with me, I think she should have spoken to me again. Let me reiterate in saying I have never thought of her at all as anything other than another person in my course and I have not been touching or staring at her. It's a total fantasy.

I feel hurt and exposed and alienated.

[extrafancyganza]

it sounds completely ridiculous. If I didn't know better, I'd think that she was the one who was interested and this was all some weird way of not being able to deal with her own emotions.

I feel hurt and exposed and alienated.

oh I can imagine ;_; *sends virtual hugs*

[beansidhe_baby]

*clings*

[dropsofviolet]

Ugh, people suck. Tat, my roommate, had a similar issue once... pretty much because she was an out lesbian, people were saying she was harrassing them in PE (luckily the teacher didn't believe them). But you stay strong and awesome. And hey, if everyone knows, maybe you'll have people starting to flirt with you, eh? *huggle*

[beansidhe_baby]

I'm dealing now, just barely. I don't see how I could have possibly made this girl think I had a stalkery crush on her. Fucking "staring" at her? She's not even remotely my type the cow.

[classics_lover]

Oh for fuck's sake.

She is a biphobe and *YOU* are well within your rights to say that her *attitude* is hurtful, upsetting and harassment. Which it is. Fucking little right-wing bitch! (If she is one of the crowd from my former school I feel ashamed for being associated by proxy to her and her kind. If not... she's still a fucking bitchy cow.)

You are a hundred thousand kinds of fantastic and don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Particularly stuck-up arrogant little shits that are seeking attention from anyone and everyone and creating drama where it's not wanted.

*virtual hugs*

And if I see you, I will get over my lack of tactility and give you *actual hugs*!

[beansidhe_baby]

I just want to move on from it to be honest. But you can be assured I'll be blanking the bitch from now on

[coeur_de_noir]

Sounds like she has a terrible case of the LOOK AT ME!'s. I know it sucks to have to deal with her ignorance and her stupidity and her hurtful actions, but once you get out of a school environment it really does get loads easier. Institutions are the shittiest microcosm ever if you dont fit the mould.

Chin up, my lovely. Sounds like you have the right of it, dont let the bastards grind you down. x

[beansidhe_baby]

It's not easy being the only bisexual in the college /Daffyth

I go to a tiny protestant college where every one could be a finalist in the lovely girls competition... and me.

I don't know what this bitch's damage is. I'm not out to my family and she feels fine telling complete works of fiction to the principal and outing me.

[beansidhe_baby]

I've just realised that I haven't thanked you. Thank you for the moral support, it does mean a lot.

[conansgal]

She is, like most people unfortunately, a tool.
There's a lot of people in the world with an opinion of themselves that is a lot higher than it should be. She is searching for attention and thinks this is her way to get it.
She had no right to act like that. She's a close-minded wench if ever there was one.
*hugs*
If you're up for cinema/coffee or something this week give me a text. Might help cheer you up.
And don't you DARE go without eating! I will come over there and force feed you if you even think about it.
(in a nice friendly way)

[beansidhe_baby]

There is a distressing amount of them around all right. Thanks for the hugs and the tough love <3