Angry and frustrated at times.
Feeling like the inside of me, is no longer alive.
Trying to reach out and make a connection.
In return, getting no love or affection.
No longer wanting to go on.
We've lost that special bond.

The love we had is no longer there.
It's to the point that I really don't care.
I need some love and attention.
Among other ( Read more... )

" You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you ( Read more... )

These solitary hills have always been dear to me.
Seated here, this sweet hedge, which blocks the distant horizon opening inner silences and interminable distances.
I plunge in thought to where my heart, frightened, pulls back.
Like the wind which I hear tossing the trembling plants which surround me, a voice from the inner depths of spirit shakes ( Read more... )

are you sick of having your heart torn out
your love thrown about
being abused by a lout
are you tired of hearing painful cries
always saving everything with lies
not being able to cut the ties
are you dieing of being alone
always sitting by the phone
trying to decipher the tone
are you ready to reclaim the night
to take back all your right
to ( Read more... )

I'm alot smarter then I made lead people to believe.........Just talk to me.. :-\

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a girl, lost as a woman,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost ( Read more... )

I once lived in a city. It was a strong, safe city. It had high walls around it built in earlier times to fend off frequent attackers. The walls were strong ones and I maintained them in order to keep myself safe from hurtful things. I can't say I felt safe in my strong city but it was as close as I could get.

But I was alone in my city. My city ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days where as busy and as insane as it was, it was an awesome day and you feel so accomplished? I had one of those days today. =D Today was awesome I got so much done and I'm sticking to everything I said I would.=D

The only thing that I'm not liking is the fact that I am on such an amazing high right now and I'm so ( Read more... )

Woot woot I am home!!! And my birthday is in 2 hours.=)

Im a little over excited and I need to show it some how.=)

I couldn't ask for a better ending to my break, but I am very ready to go back...=)