The only thing that I am hurt by right now is the way that people are trying to protect me...

I appreciate it from some people but from others, its just putting you on thin ice with me and thats sad.

How can someone stoop that low ( Read more... )

I am so  tired of being fucked with. My heart can't take this anymore. I told my self I wouldn't let stupid shit like relationships and things bother me and try to  push it all to the back of my mind, but it didn't work. Tonight was my breaking point. I can't hide behind my poems and songs, they dont work like they used to. Im just so tired of ( Read more... )

Missing being able to see it all in person and expierience it for myself.

The most beautiful sound I have ever heard...Maria..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=dxxuMqf-MSc

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Part of why I love what I do. The amazing things I got to see and the amazing affects that they had on me.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=FgfPorq9PbQ

An amazing show I just happened to find through a friend. Leave a comment  6 

I do not want to care
 I do not want to love
 I do not want
 To grow old alone
 Trusting hurts *SO* much
Being alone is misery

My Angel...
Where are you?
I'm lost, confused, alone...
I cannot see you...
There is darkness around me;
The fire has died, my light blown away
By an unwanted breeze...
I am wandering, going around and around
in circles...
Is there no end to this loneliness?

My Angel...
Where are you?
My heart is sad, it cannot hear your songs.
All I hear is the ( Read more... )

    I am alone in this darkening place            
Noises from unseen life swirl around me

I feel the fear seeping in from under the doors
From under the floors

A fan rumbles and groans
Straining to cool air thick with wet

My eyes are sticky red over-tired
My brain is a jumble of uncertainties

I need distraction
Until my ( Read more... )

So now you feel rusty youre bored and bemused
You wanna do someone else
So you should be by yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly

Trying hard to think pure
Bloody hard when Im raw
Youre talking out so sexually
About boys and girls
And your friggin dreams

So now you feel lusty youre hot and confused
You wanna do someone else
So you should be by yourself
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Sebastian: "You spend all your time preaching about waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front of you, and you're going to turn your back on it. So I guess we're just fucked. I'll move on. But you are going to have to live the rest of your life knowing that you've turned your back on love. And that makes you a hypocrite. Have a nice life."

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