Boots, Hats and Spurs 5/5

[be_ddelusionall]

Title: Boots, Hats and Spurs 5/5
Pairing: Yoochun/Jaejoong
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine to tame, but I'm gonna try to ride 'em anyway. :)

Summary: You can't ever go home again. Ever.

Warning: Angst. I strongly suggest you have tissues handy.

Chapter 5:

Comments

[fleeting_wings]

um, all the chapters. they really. ;_______; /cries like a fcking baby

but omg this chapter made me bawl my eyes out. i'm so heartbroken. and you know. "what hurts the most" by rascal flatts came on during shuffle and fuck. IT MADE READING THIS TEN TIMES ROUGHER ;_________________________; it's like a fcking themesong for your story.

you're such an amazing writer.

ok. i'm gonna go off and try to mend this broken heart.

please write more angst. this was so good ;_; yeah. i know. i'm a masochist. bite me. ..... ;DDDD

"I was stupid," Jae said. "I was running all over the world looking for who I belonged to when that person was here the whole time. And now I've lost you. Lost my chance to be insanely and utterly happy."

"Jae-"

"What, Yoochun? What? I fucked up, and I'm sorry. But you're happy. I know you are. I can see it in your eyes, in your smile, in the way you look at your wife and children. I can't break that apart. It could have been mine. But-"

asdfjkl; DDDDD; AND

"I want to ask you again to come with me. But I

[be_ddelusionall]

i love that song by rascal flatts. it really is the theme song to this.

sorry sorry you were so sad, but it is pretty angsty.

hugs, thank you for reading, and i'm glad you liked it ♥

[ur_a_funny_1]

OMG. seriously. i am sitting at my computer at midday on a thursday reading fanfiction and it literally had me tearing up T_T

i really.... there are no words. just... sadness, and heartbreaking beauty and omg. really. i have no words. just.. GAH!!!~~~

*flails*

PLEASE tell me there's at least an epilogue????????? PLEASE~~~

[be_ddelusionall]

*gives you tissues*

yes, there is an epilogue, but it's not going to be any easier to read than this was. :)

[ur_a_funny_1]

oh noes~
well, i atill love it. absolutely beautiful. lol, have i mentioned that it's beautiful yet? ahahah XD

[mein_angel]

gah you broke my heart a little.....
i don't even know what to say....
it was just perfect
i just hope for them that in their next life they would be togheter..... i'm a little less sad after that tought
thank for the emotion ride ^_^

[be_ddelusionall]

yeah, it was pretty sad, i'm glad you enjoyed it though!!! *hugs*

[kattan69]

Beautiful and so sad....there is no way they can be together now that Chun has a family to tend to...*sniff..sniff..*...poor boys!

[be_ddelusionall]

thank you! it is very sad but must be done.

*hugs*

[gwishin]

I was prepared...but my heart still aches for the two of them. But it couldn't have ended any other way and I'm glad you've kept it realistic.

I was actually quite scared when Jaechun decided to meet up at the barn. There was a lot of foreshadowing about the instability of the barn and how Jae wished to torch it. When Chun first saw Jae that night, Jae was flickering his lighter. I thought they were going to make love and somehow either the barn will collapse on them or the lighter will accidentally ignite the hay and cause these two to burn to their deaths. I'm so morbid. But yeah, I was really scared that their meeting was going to end in tragedy.

[be_ddelusionall]

i always try to have realistic circumstances in my fic.

alot of people thought the barn was going to torch, and I had a few requests to have it end that way, but I didn't want to.