Mea Anima 7/7
Title: Mea Anima 7/7
Pairing: Junho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17 incest, beastiality, under age, rape, abuse, implied!pedophilia
Disclaimer: Yet, again, they aren't mine to do anything more than create fancy stories.
Summary: Junsu lives under the firm hand of his uncle, doing chores and working on the farm. And bending over for him and the other men of the village almost every night. He knows nothing else but doesn't often think of escaping until he meets a wolf.
A/N: This fic is in the same world as the first two, but at a different place or a different time. In my brain, it is hundreds of years BEFORE Mea Luna, but it can also be looked at that it is just in a different place, across a mountain range or in another country/continent.
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu are 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Please keep the negative/derogatory comments to yourself. If you don't want to read it you don't have to. And you have been warned about what this fic contains. Any comments that are bashing me or the story or anything else will be deleted and the user will be banned.
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Part 7:
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu is 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Everyone is anxious leading up to the next full moon. Junsu does not see Baekhyun all day. Many of the wolves and humans fuck right out in the open to release some of the excess energy.
Junsu runs, Junho alongside him. An hour into his circuit around their home, Onew and Taemin join in, followed quickly by Key and Jonghyun. They turn when he turns, jump over creeks when he does. They follow him, and it’s all sorts of heady because Junsu has never been followed in his life. Even so young, these wolves respect him.
As the sun sinks toward the horizon, he stops, listens to them all catch their breath and then practically orders everyone away. There in the dirt, he strips off his sweat-soaked clothes and gets on his hands and knees. The demand to be fucked is barely passed his lips when Junho is on him, mounting him roughly, stretching him from the inside with his jaws around Junsu’s neck, teeth just barely cutting his skin.
It’s quick and frantic, and he hears the others fucking nearby and preens when he makes his mate howl louder than the others wolves when he comes.
It’s dark when Junho finally stops and Junsu finally stops demanding more from him. He hears Boa bark, and Junho stands on shaky legs. Junsu smirks in satisfaction and uses Junho’s shoulder to steady his own quivering body. He is covered in dirt and come, and feels Junho’s orgasms dripping down his thighs. If there is one thing the pack cannot contradict, it is Junsu’s status as claimed and mated.
Junho licks his lip and then rolls his wet tongue around Junsu’s cock for a taste of his mate.
Halfway to the clearing, the moon rises and Junsu waits until Junho has changed. They share a few more kisses until a female voice, irritated and upset says, “Right now, Wolves!”
Junho smiles and takes Junsu’s hand and leads him into the clearing where Chanyeol and Jongin are chained up. There are chains on their ankles and wrists, chains around the chests and stomach and collars, with chains connecting them to a nearby tree. Even with their strength, they would not be able to break away. Baekhyun and Sehun are kneeling next to their mates.
“Junsu.”
He looks at his mother, his beautiful petite mother with red auburn hair cascading down her back almost to her knees. She took time to pull on clothes, fur lined shorts and a small top, leaving most of her skin bare. She flies at him and he catches her, the top of her head just above his chin. He holds her tightly, trying not to cry. Junho’s strong arms encircle both of them.
“I wish ... I wish I had time ...” She pulled her head back, blue eyes glistening with tears. “You’re so strong. So beautiful. Welcome home, my darling. Welcome home.”
Junsu smiles widely and hugs her tightly. “It’s good to be home.”
“I am sorry that we must do this on your first full moon.”
Junsu nods. “If there is time later, we will talk.”
“Yes.” Her smile falls and she snaps, “In rank!”
The wolves position themselves in a circle, around the two mated pairs and Boa. Junsu stands between his brother and Onew. Everything about the wolves in human form are larger than their mates, and Junsu looks around at how strong Onew and Kyungsoo and Minho are. And he can see that while Junho is strong, he is not as strong as they are. For a moment, Junsu is completely distracted by the size of the flaccid dick hanging between Onew’s thighs, and he stares until Junho squeezes his hand, and he blushes, looking up and meeting Taemin’s eyes across the circle. He’s smirking in pure possession.
Maybe the foursome idea wouldn’t be such a bad thing.
Boa walks around the four kneeling men. “Your mates stand accused of attacking the princes of this pack. How do they plead?”
Sehun immediately says guilty, but Baekhyun doesn’t, swallowing roughly before stammering, “I-inn-innocent.”
Boa glares at him and the next word out of her mouth is almost a bark, “Explain.”
Baekhyun has to swallow again. “He was within his rights, as Junsu had not yet been claimed, and his only infraction was lying to me.”
Boa’s face softens just a bit and she moves to Baekhyun, tilting his head back to stare at his eyes. “Lying to your mate is the worst thing a wolf can ever do, Baekhyunnie.”
Baekhyun shakes his head. “No, no. But ...” He stops talking, and Chanyeol growls in warning.
Boa’s hand leaves Baekhyun’s face fast enough to leave scratches on his chin and she backhands Chanyeol, the sound of the slap echoing louder than the approaching storm. If he were human, it would have snapped his neck. He falls to the ground, chest and back heaving deeply.
“‘Yeol, please, please, I ...”
“Tell her,” Chanyeol growls and earn a vicious kick to his knee that breaks the bone at his shin.
Junsu swallows as Chanyeol howls in pain. His mother is powerful, Baekhyun said, and he now understands what that means.
Baekhyun cries, deep gasping sobs, as he mutters that he can’t, he won’t, he can’t, Chanyeol will die.
“He is only a few minutes from dying anyway,” Boa says. “What are you two hiding?”
But Baekhyun cannot speak, and he curls on the ground, and Junsu wants to go to him, to hold him and comfort him, but Junho holds him back and shakes his head. Not now. Later.
Boa moves to Chanyeol and with a hand in his hair, yanks him upright. “Your mate cannot tell me.”
“Because he is weak.”
“Because he loves you, you ungrateful chit.”
Chanyeol’s eyes narrow and Boa shakes his head, bones pop and his nose bleeds. She drops him to the ground. It is silent save for the rumble of far off thunder.
“Someone better start talking.”
Chanyeol finally pushes himself up to his knees, wincing at the pain in his broken bones. He lifts his head, eyes glinting in the moonlight. “I killed Kangta.”
In a second, Junho is gone from his side, pulling at Boa, holding her as she and the other wolves around them rage and scream. The older wolves prevail and hold the others back even if they too are snarling at Chanyeol.
“Calm,” Junho shouts. “Be calm!”
It takes a long time before order is restored.
Boa, his precious mother, sags in Junho’s arms, her own tears falling freely. Junho settles her to the ground and walks up to Chanyeol.
Chanyeol licks his lips and snarls at Junho but still says, “I told him that I would kill Junsu if he stayed. I would kill you both. He left, and I followed. He hid his trail and I hid it better, so no one could find them, and after seeing him in the village, I attacked him. I meant to get Junsu too, but I was shot, and had to run away. By the time I returned to finish him off, I saw that they had made him their slave, even so young, and I left him to suffer with those that were not even his family.”
Boa is on her feet, and Junho touches her arm. A silent question, and she nods. She is in control again.
Junho returns to Junsu, who hides his face into his brother’s strong shoulder, trying to get past the questions in his mind, the main one being, “they weren’t my aunt and uncle?”.
“Why?” Boa asks. “Why kill your alpha’s mate?”
He says nothing and just looks at her, until Junsu suddenly understands. And so does Boa, she turns away from him and crosses her arms, controlling her emotions, controlling her features.
“You are mine,” he finally says.
The others gasp, and Boa snaps at them to shut up.
“You were mine. Just mine. For so very long. Until him, until ... the pack.”
“We were never mates,” Boa says, spinning to face him. “You knew that!”
“There is a difference between acknowledging a possibility and having it shoved into your face only hours after the last time we fucked.”
Boa glares at him. Other wolves are growling as they finally understand that Chanyeol is the reason why their pack has been in turmoil for almost twelve years.
“And your mate? You found him first. I told you that if we only looked, we would find our mates.”
Chanyeol spares a glance at Baekhyun who is still sobbing in the dirt. “And mate is only this obscure attraction in my soul. It is not love. Not at all.”
“It can be.”
“I already love someone too much to love someone else.”
Boa wavers for only a moment and then takes a very deep breath. “Your punishment for murdering my mate is death in whatever form I choose,” she says.
Baekhyun wails. He crawls to her begging and pleading and kissing her bare feet.
She looks at him for only a moment and then glares at the other two men with their heads bowed. “Did you know of this, Sehun? Did you know he killed my mate?”
“I suspected, my Queen.”
“Why did you not tell me?”
He stays silent, and Boa growls, taking two steps to slap him, leaving bleeding nail marks across his cheek. “Your silence is damning. Jongin is banished for fifty years, twenty-five of them without Sehun, for keeping secrets.”
The wolves gasp at the idea of twenty-five years without their mate. Junho squeezes his hand hard.
“Chanyeol dies tonight, after transforming, just to feel that pain one more time.”
“Please, no, please,” Baekhyun whimpers, “please, banish us, too, please! Please!”
Boa looks down at Baekhyun and sighs, “If I were to banish him, do you think you can control him? I will not rest, and I will always look over my shoulder wondering when he will kill me.”
Baekhyun whimpers, head dropping to the ground. He whines as he crawls to his mate, whines and professes his love over and over, prostrating himself in front of Chanyeol.
Junsu feels his own eyes flood with tears at Baekhyun’s pain. He grips Junho’s hand tightly and steps out of the circle. Junho tugs him back, but Junsu keeps going. He looks back at him and tries to convey, “I need you” with his eyes. Junho watches him and then nods and steps out with Junsu.
“Mother,” Junsu says and drops to a knee. His hand stays above him gripped in his brother’s fingers. “Don’t do this.”
Boa’s eyes narrow and she crosses her arms.
“His actions cannot be excused, they cannot, but death is perhaps too easy. He does not deserve to die because all he has ever done wrong is loved you. Yes, he is an idiot and hot-tempered. But--”
“Be quiet, my son,” Boa says, almost a whisper.
Junsu falls quiet and lowers his eyes. Junho’s other hand is on his shoulder.
“He is the one who ruined your entire life and yet you speak up for him? Why?”
Junsu looks over at Baekhyun, who has lost control of his tears, and is digging his nails into his own palms to keep from reaching for and touching Chanyeol. He swallows, nervous under the scrutiny of the entire pack, “Because ... because Baekhyun loves him, and ... his death would destroy Baekhyun. Please.”
His mother looks at him carefully. “He did not care of love when he ripped my mate apart.”
Junsu sighs. “Yes, he did, but ... his own love. His own heart. His own pain. It is so very selfish, but ... but so is love. Love is painful when you know what it feels like to live without it. It’s more painful than anything else I have ever dealt with. It’s ... harsh, and you know that. I know that. And Chanyeol has lived with pain far greater than that, loving you and knowing that you did not love him back. I do not think it is fair that Baekhyun will know that pain of losing someone he so desperately loves.”
Silence drops in the forests, and the moon’s light wavers as clouds obscure it. There is a flash of lightning nearby and a crack of thunder. Raindrops scatter through the trees.
Boa walks up to the three naked wolves and paces in front of them for a very long time. Besides the storm, Baekhyun’s whimpers are the only sounds.
When she finally starts speaking, her voice is steady, in control, the alpha female of a wolf pack. “This is law from tonight until I decide otherwise. Chanyeol, if you ever touch one of my sons again, it will be your death sentence. If you ever touch anyone but Baekhyun with the intent to fuck them, it will be your death sentence. Sehun, Jongin, your banishment starts tonight, but ... but it will be only for ten years. Sehun is allowed to find you after three, and the two of you will return to the pack in control of yourselves and as mated pairs. You will learn what that means, Jongin. Hopefully after three years without each other, you’ll understand what you mean to each other.”
Jongin nods frantically, and the relief on his face is almost painful. Three years without a mate is no where near the pain as twenty-five.
“The three of you are demoted. Minwoo has more power in this pack than you do now, and it will stay that way until you can prove to me that you are grown up enough to actually be wolves in my pack. Chanyeol, you are not allowed to eat, sleep, shit, or fuck without Baekhyun’s permission. Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me. Don’t look at anyone else or talk to anyone else. You no longer have the protections of the pack until I say otherwise. You will camp separate from the pack, you will eat whatever is left after our hunts. You may hate Baekhyun all you want, despise him and demean him as you always have, but remember this, that you are alive because of him. This human that you call weak, now has complete control over every single thing you do.”
Boa pauses and takes a very deep breath. She stands next to Junsu and runs her hands through his hair. “Baekhyun, release your mate and get out of my sight. Jongin, Sehun, you are allowed to say goodbye until the moon is gone.”
She keeps her back to the four of them, but Junsu watches as Baekhyun crawls to his mate. Chanyeol growls at him, but Baekhyun continues and releases the chains at his wrists and ankles, and the ones around his chest and waist. The collar stays, as does the chain on it. Baekhyun meets his mate’s eyes, licks his lips and stands. He wraps the chain around his hand and tugs on it. Chanyeol growls louder and Baekhyun keeps pulling until Chanyeol has to follow him. He limps after him, whimpering from the pain in his leg, until they are out of sight.
“If he hurts Baekhyun again,” Boa whispers, “I will kill him.”
Junsu nods, and she sags down to her knees, pulling Junho with him. “My sweet boys.” She takes deep breaths and then touches each of their faces. “I am sure you both want each other so much as humans, but please, allow me this night, please.’
“Of course, Mother,” Junho says, and Junsu echoes him. “There is still enough time for tea.”
She laughs and hugs them tightly before they all stand and leave the clearing, ignoring Sehun and Jongin who are joined one last time before their punishment starts. They gather around the fire, Boa goes to a tent for tea and clay cups.
There is another pairing of mates around the fire, and Junsu tries not to stare at Onew’s thick erection sliding deep into Taemin’s throat. His cock is larger than Junho’s, larger than anyone he’s ever seen and Taemin isn’t even gagging.
“Mine,” Junho growls and turns Junsu’s face to his for a kiss. “They are only out in the open to tempt us into joining them.”
“It’s working,” Junsu mutters.
Onew laughs, and Junho growls again and kisses him roughly.
“I thought we were having tea,” Boa murmurs and then follows Junsu’s gaze to OnTae. “Take it into a tent.”
Taemin groans in disappointment.
“Now.”
Onew slowly withdraws from Taemin’s throat, letting his human lap at the head of his erection before tangling his hands in that long hair and pulling him toward a tent.
Boa sets a pot of water over the fire and goes to Junsu hugging him tightly. “Can you tell me of your life? What has happened to you?”
Junsu smiles and looks at Junho. He does not want his mother to know what was done for him, what he was used for, but he talks as they drink their tea, and tells her of his chores and the animals and the village. He knows that she is smart and picks up on all the things that he leaves out. She growls, deep in her throat, when he mentions the word “punishment.”
“I have vowed revenge, Mother,” Junho says.
“And I have told you you cannot,” Junsu replies. “Let them live out their miserable lives. That is enough of a punishment.”
Boa ponders him and then glances at Junho. “He is very ... calm. Fair and just. The opposite of a blood-thirsty wolf.”
Junho laughs. “Yes. Two halves to a whole. He balances me quite well.”
“You’ll keep the peace,” Boa says, nodding in satisfaction. “You already have started. You did not have to speak for Chanyeol.”
Junsu nods. “Yes, I did.”
“Why did you?” Junho asks. “He hurt you and ruined our family.”
Junsu shakes his head. “No, I ... everything he did is misguided and stupid. It is. But it ... it was love, everything was driven by love.”
“That does not excuse murder.”
“I know, but being ... no one has ever loved me. My uncle, my aunt, who I find out tonight aren’t even my uncle and my aunt, the people in the village. I never heard anyone say anything nice to me. Love is so ... it’s just ...”
Junho kisses his forehead. “We love you.”
“I know, and everyone, everyone deserves to have someone love them. Baekhyun loves Chanyeol, and ... well, this will give Chanyeol a chance to finally notice that.”
“Or it will break Baekhyun even further.”
Junsu sighs. “Yes, but such is the risk when you love someone.”
Boa sets down her tea and kneels in front of Junsu. “I am so happy you are here, darling boy. My prettiest son.”
“Hey,” Junho protests.
Boa smiles and cups Junsu’s cheeks. “I have missed you so much, and I am so sorry that you do not have the chance to get to know your father. He should have told me that Chanyeol was threatening him. Your father did not really like the other wolves in the pack.” She sighs. “I am sorry. This is all my fault. I should have known--”
“You couldn’t have known, Mother,” Junho said and hugged her between them.
She smiles and nods. She stands up. “I’m going to go check on Baekhyun before the moon is gone.” They watch her leave the firelight, and Junho moves closer, pulling Junsu against his body. He kisses his forehead.
Junsu thinks of going with, but then Junho’s hand slides down his chest and cups his cock, stroking until he’s hard and panting against Junho’s neck. He can talk to Baekhyun in the morning.
“There’s still another half hour until the moon is gone, mea anima,” Junho whispers and digs his thumb into the weeping slit of Junsu’s cock. “Interested?”
Junsu straddles Junho’s lap, his long fingers and warm hands slip into the back of the shorts. “Always, my mate,” he says just before they kiss, and then adds, with their lips brushing. “Always.”
Part 6: Sixth Family
Part 5: Fifth Fuck
Part 4: Fourth Fool
Part 3: Third Fear
Part 2: Second Fate
Part 1: First Freedom
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Pairing: Junho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17 incest, beastiality, under age, rape, abuse, implied!pedophilia
Disclaimer: Yet, again, they aren't mine to do anything more than create fancy stories.
Summary: Junsu lives under the firm hand of his uncle, doing chores and working on the farm. And bending over for him and the other men of the village almost every night. He knows nothing else but doesn't often think of escaping until he meets a wolf.
A/N: This fic is in the same world as the first two, but at a different place or a different time. In my brain, it is hundreds of years BEFORE Mea Luna, but it can also be looked at that it is just in a different place, across a mountain range or in another country/continent.
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu are 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Please keep the negative/derogatory comments to yourself. If you don't want to read it you don't have to. And you have been warned about what this fic contains. Any comments that are bashing me or the story or anything else will be deleted and the user will be banned.
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Part 7:
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu is 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Everyone is anxious leading up to the next full moon. Junsu does not see Baekhyun all day. Many of the wolves and humans fuck right out in the open to release some of the excess energy.
Junsu runs, Junho alongside him. An hour into his circuit around their home, Onew and Taemin join in, followed quickly by Key and Jonghyun. They turn when he turns, jump over creeks when he does. They follow him, and it’s all sorts of heady because Junsu has never been followed in his life. Even so young, these wolves respect him.
As the sun sinks toward the horizon, he stops, listens to them all catch their breath and then practically orders everyone away. There in the dirt, he strips off his sweat-soaked clothes and gets on his hands and knees. The demand to be fucked is barely passed his lips when Junho is on him, mounting him roughly, stretching him from the inside with his jaws around Junsu’s neck, teeth just barely cutting his skin.
It’s quick and frantic, and he hears the others fucking nearby and preens when he makes his mate howl louder than the others wolves when he comes.
It’s dark when Junho finally stops and Junsu finally stops demanding more from him. He hears Boa bark, and Junho stands on shaky legs. Junsu smirks in satisfaction and uses Junho’s shoulder to steady his own quivering body. He is covered in dirt and come, and feels Junho’s orgasms dripping down his thighs. If there is one thing the pack cannot contradict, it is Junsu’s status as claimed and mated.
Junho licks his lip and then rolls his wet tongue around Junsu’s cock for a taste of his mate.
Halfway to the clearing, the moon rises and Junsu waits until Junho has changed. They share a few more kisses until a female voice, irritated and upset says, “Right now, Wolves!”
Junho smiles and takes Junsu’s hand and leads him into the clearing where Chanyeol and Jongin are chained up. There are chains on their ankles and wrists, chains around the chests and stomach and collars, with chains connecting them to a nearby tree. Even with their strength, they would not be able to break away. Baekhyun and Sehun are kneeling next to their mates.
“Junsu.”
He looks at his mother, his beautiful petite mother with red auburn hair cascading down her back almost to her knees. She took time to pull on clothes, fur lined shorts and a small top, leaving most of her skin bare. She flies at him and he catches her, the top of her head just above his chin. He holds her tightly, trying not to cry. Junho’s strong arms encircle both of them.
“I wish ... I wish I had time ...” She pulled her head back, blue eyes glistening with tears. “You’re so strong. So beautiful. Welcome home, my darling. Welcome home.”
Junsu smiles widely and hugs her tightly. “It’s good to be home.”
“I am sorry that we must do this on your first full moon.”
Junsu nods. “If there is time later, we will talk.”
“Yes.” Her smile falls and she snaps, “In rank!”
The wolves position themselves in a circle, around the two mated pairs and Boa. Junsu stands between his brother and Onew. Everything about the wolves in human form are larger than their mates, and Junsu looks around at how strong Onew and Kyungsoo and Minho are. And he can see that while Junho is strong, he is not as strong as they are. For a moment, Junsu is completely distracted by the size of the flaccid dick hanging between Onew’s thighs, and he stares until Junho squeezes his hand, and he blushes, looking up and meeting Taemin’s eyes across the circle. He’s smirking in pure possession.
Maybe the foursome idea wouldn’t be such a bad thing.
Boa walks around the four kneeling men. “Your mates stand accused of attacking the princes of this pack. How do they plead?”
Sehun immediately says guilty, but Baekhyun doesn’t, swallowing roughly before stammering, “I-inn-innocent.”
Boa glares at him and the next word out of her mouth is almost a bark, “Explain.”
Baekhyun has to swallow again. “He was within his rights, as Junsu had not yet been claimed, and his only infraction was lying to me.”
Boa’s face softens just a bit and she moves to Baekhyun, tilting his head back to stare at his eyes. “Lying to your mate is the worst thing a wolf can ever do, Baekhyunnie.”
Baekhyun shakes his head. “No, no. But ...” He stops talking, and Chanyeol growls in warning.
Boa’s hand leaves Baekhyun’s face fast enough to leave scratches on his chin and she backhands Chanyeol, the sound of the slap echoing louder than the approaching storm. If he were human, it would have snapped his neck. He falls to the ground, chest and back heaving deeply.
“‘Yeol, please, please, I ...”
“Tell her,” Chanyeol growls and earn a vicious kick to his knee that breaks the bone at his shin.
Junsu swallows as Chanyeol howls in pain. His mother is powerful, Baekhyun said, and he now understands what that means.
Baekhyun cries, deep gasping sobs, as he mutters that he can’t, he won’t, he can’t, Chanyeol will die.
“He is only a few minutes from dying anyway,” Boa says. “What are you two hiding?”
But Baekhyun cannot speak, and he curls on the ground, and Junsu wants to go to him, to hold him and comfort him, but Junho holds him back and shakes his head. Not now. Later.
Boa moves to Chanyeol and with a hand in his hair, yanks him upright. “Your mate cannot tell me.”
“Because he is weak.”
“Because he loves you, you ungrateful chit.”
Chanyeol’s eyes narrow and Boa shakes his head, bones pop and his nose bleeds. She drops him to the ground. It is silent save for the rumble of far off thunder.
“Someone better start talking.”
Chanyeol finally pushes himself up to his knees, wincing at the pain in his broken bones. He lifts his head, eyes glinting in the moonlight. “I killed Kangta.”
In a second, Junho is gone from his side, pulling at Boa, holding her as she and the other wolves around them rage and scream. The older wolves prevail and hold the others back even if they too are snarling at Chanyeol.
“Calm,” Junho shouts. “Be calm!”
It takes a long time before order is restored.
Boa, his precious mother, sags in Junho’s arms, her own tears falling freely. Junho settles her to the ground and walks up to Chanyeol.
Chanyeol licks his lips and snarls at Junho but still says, “I told him that I would kill Junsu if he stayed. I would kill you both. He left, and I followed. He hid his trail and I hid it better, so no one could find them, and after seeing him in the village, I attacked him. I meant to get Junsu too, but I was shot, and had to run away. By the time I returned to finish him off, I saw that they had made him their slave, even so young, and I left him to suffer with those that were not even his family.”
Boa is on her feet, and Junho touches her arm. A silent question, and she nods. She is in control again.
Junho returns to Junsu, who hides his face into his brother’s strong shoulder, trying to get past the questions in his mind, the main one being, “they weren’t my aunt and uncle?”.
“Why?” Boa asks. “Why kill your alpha’s mate?”
He says nothing and just looks at her, until Junsu suddenly understands. And so does Boa, she turns away from him and crosses her arms, controlling her emotions, controlling her features.
“You are mine,” he finally says.
The others gasp, and Boa snaps at them to shut up.
“You were mine. Just mine. For so very long. Until him, until ... the pack.”
“We were never mates,” Boa says, spinning to face him. “You knew that!”
“There is a difference between acknowledging a possibility and having it shoved into your face only hours after the last time we fucked.”
Boa glares at him. Other wolves are growling as they finally understand that Chanyeol is the reason why their pack has been in turmoil for almost twelve years.
“And your mate? You found him first. I told you that if we only looked, we would find our mates.”
Chanyeol spares a glance at Baekhyun who is still sobbing in the dirt. “And mate is only this obscure attraction in my soul. It is not love. Not at all.”
“It can be.”
“I already love someone too much to love someone else.”
Boa wavers for only a moment and then takes a very deep breath. “Your punishment for murdering my mate is death in whatever form I choose,” she says.
Baekhyun wails. He crawls to her begging and pleading and kissing her bare feet.
She looks at him for only a moment and then glares at the other two men with their heads bowed. “Did you know of this, Sehun? Did you know he killed my mate?”
“I suspected, my Queen.”
“Why did you not tell me?”
He stays silent, and Boa growls, taking two steps to slap him, leaving bleeding nail marks across his cheek. “Your silence is damning. Jongin is banished for fifty years, twenty-five of them without Sehun, for keeping secrets.”
The wolves gasp at the idea of twenty-five years without their mate. Junho squeezes his hand hard.
“Chanyeol dies tonight, after transforming, just to feel that pain one more time.”
“Please, no, please,” Baekhyun whimpers, “please, banish us, too, please! Please!”
Boa looks down at Baekhyun and sighs, “If I were to banish him, do you think you can control him? I will not rest, and I will always look over my shoulder wondering when he will kill me.”
Baekhyun whimpers, head dropping to the ground. He whines as he crawls to his mate, whines and professes his love over and over, prostrating himself in front of Chanyeol.
Junsu feels his own eyes flood with tears at Baekhyun’s pain. He grips Junho’s hand tightly and steps out of the circle. Junho tugs him back, but Junsu keeps going. He looks back at him and tries to convey, “I need you” with his eyes. Junho watches him and then nods and steps out with Junsu.
“Mother,” Junsu says and drops to a knee. His hand stays above him gripped in his brother’s fingers. “Don’t do this.”
Boa’s eyes narrow and she crosses her arms.
“His actions cannot be excused, they cannot, but death is perhaps too easy. He does not deserve to die because all he has ever done wrong is loved you. Yes, he is an idiot and hot-tempered. But--”
“Be quiet, my son,” Boa says, almost a whisper.
Junsu falls quiet and lowers his eyes. Junho’s other hand is on his shoulder.
“He is the one who ruined your entire life and yet you speak up for him? Why?”
Junsu looks over at Baekhyun, who has lost control of his tears, and is digging his nails into his own palms to keep from reaching for and touching Chanyeol. He swallows, nervous under the scrutiny of the entire pack, “Because ... because Baekhyun loves him, and ... his death would destroy Baekhyun. Please.”
His mother looks at him carefully. “He did not care of love when he ripped my mate apart.”
Junsu sighs. “Yes, he did, but ... his own love. His own heart. His own pain. It is so very selfish, but ... but so is love. Love is painful when you know what it feels like to live without it. It’s more painful than anything else I have ever dealt with. It’s ... harsh, and you know that. I know that. And Chanyeol has lived with pain far greater than that, loving you and knowing that you did not love him back. I do not think it is fair that Baekhyun will know that pain of losing someone he so desperately loves.”
Silence drops in the forests, and the moon’s light wavers as clouds obscure it. There is a flash of lightning nearby and a crack of thunder. Raindrops scatter through the trees.
Boa walks up to the three naked wolves and paces in front of them for a very long time. Besides the storm, Baekhyun’s whimpers are the only sounds.
When she finally starts speaking, her voice is steady, in control, the alpha female of a wolf pack. “This is law from tonight until I decide otherwise. Chanyeol, if you ever touch one of my sons again, it will be your death sentence. If you ever touch anyone but Baekhyun with the intent to fuck them, it will be your death sentence. Sehun, Jongin, your banishment starts tonight, but ... but it will be only for ten years. Sehun is allowed to find you after three, and the two of you will return to the pack in control of yourselves and as mated pairs. You will learn what that means, Jongin. Hopefully after three years without each other, you’ll understand what you mean to each other.”
Jongin nods frantically, and the relief on his face is almost painful. Three years without a mate is no where near the pain as twenty-five.
“The three of you are demoted. Minwoo has more power in this pack than you do now, and it will stay that way until you can prove to me that you are grown up enough to actually be wolves in my pack. Chanyeol, you are not allowed to eat, sleep, shit, or fuck without Baekhyun’s permission. Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me. Don’t look at anyone else or talk to anyone else. You no longer have the protections of the pack until I say otherwise. You will camp separate from the pack, you will eat whatever is left after our hunts. You may hate Baekhyun all you want, despise him and demean him as you always have, but remember this, that you are alive because of him. This human that you call weak, now has complete control over every single thing you do.”
Boa pauses and takes a very deep breath. She stands next to Junsu and runs her hands through his hair. “Baekhyun, release your mate and get out of my sight. Jongin, Sehun, you are allowed to say goodbye until the moon is gone.”
She keeps her back to the four of them, but Junsu watches as Baekhyun crawls to his mate. Chanyeol growls at him, but Baekhyun continues and releases the chains at his wrists and ankles, and the ones around his chest and waist. The collar stays, as does the chain on it. Baekhyun meets his mate’s eyes, licks his lips and stands. He wraps the chain around his hand and tugs on it. Chanyeol growls louder and Baekhyun keeps pulling until Chanyeol has to follow him. He limps after him, whimpering from the pain in his leg, until they are out of sight.
“If he hurts Baekhyun again,” Boa whispers, “I will kill him.”
Junsu nods, and she sags down to her knees, pulling Junho with him. “My sweet boys.” She takes deep breaths and then touches each of their faces. “I am sure you both want each other so much as humans, but please, allow me this night, please.’
“Of course, Mother,” Junho says, and Junsu echoes him. “There is still enough time for tea.”
She laughs and hugs them tightly before they all stand and leave the clearing, ignoring Sehun and Jongin who are joined one last time before their punishment starts. They gather around the fire, Boa goes to a tent for tea and clay cups.
There is another pairing of mates around the fire, and Junsu tries not to stare at Onew’s thick erection sliding deep into Taemin’s throat. His cock is larger than Junho’s, larger than anyone he’s ever seen and Taemin isn’t even gagging.
“Mine,” Junho growls and turns Junsu’s face to his for a kiss. “They are only out in the open to tempt us into joining them.”
“It’s working,” Junsu mutters.
Onew laughs, and Junho growls again and kisses him roughly.
“I thought we were having tea,” Boa murmurs and then follows Junsu’s gaze to OnTae. “Take it into a tent.”
Taemin groans in disappointment.
“Now.”
Onew slowly withdraws from Taemin’s throat, letting his human lap at the head of his erection before tangling his hands in that long hair and pulling him toward a tent.
Boa sets a pot of water over the fire and goes to Junsu hugging him tightly. “Can you tell me of your life? What has happened to you?”
Junsu smiles and looks at Junho. He does not want his mother to know what was done for him, what he was used for, but he talks as they drink their tea, and tells her of his chores and the animals and the village. He knows that she is smart and picks up on all the things that he leaves out. She growls, deep in her throat, when he mentions the word “punishment.”
“I have vowed revenge, Mother,” Junho says.
“And I have told you you cannot,” Junsu replies. “Let them live out their miserable lives. That is enough of a punishment.”
Boa ponders him and then glances at Junho. “He is very ... calm. Fair and just. The opposite of a blood-thirsty wolf.”
Junho laughs. “Yes. Two halves to a whole. He balances me quite well.”
“You’ll keep the peace,” Boa says, nodding in satisfaction. “You already have started. You did not have to speak for Chanyeol.”
Junsu nods. “Yes, I did.”
“Why did you?” Junho asks. “He hurt you and ruined our family.”
Junsu shakes his head. “No, I ... everything he did is misguided and stupid. It is. But it ... it was love, everything was driven by love.”
“That does not excuse murder.”
“I know, but being ... no one has ever loved me. My uncle, my aunt, who I find out tonight aren’t even my uncle and my aunt, the people in the village. I never heard anyone say anything nice to me. Love is so ... it’s just ...”
Junho kisses his forehead. “We love you.”
“I know, and everyone, everyone deserves to have someone love them. Baekhyun loves Chanyeol, and ... well, this will give Chanyeol a chance to finally notice that.”
“Or it will break Baekhyun even further.”
Junsu sighs. “Yes, but such is the risk when you love someone.”
Boa sets down her tea and kneels in front of Junsu. “I am so happy you are here, darling boy. My prettiest son.”
“Hey,” Junho protests.
Boa smiles and cups Junsu’s cheeks. “I have missed you so much, and I am so sorry that you do not have the chance to get to know your father. He should have told me that Chanyeol was threatening him. Your father did not really like the other wolves in the pack.” She sighs. “I am sorry. This is all my fault. I should have known--”
“You couldn’t have known, Mother,” Junho said and hugged her between them.
She smiles and nods. She stands up. “I’m going to go check on Baekhyun before the moon is gone.” They watch her leave the firelight, and Junho moves closer, pulling Junsu against his body. He kisses his forehead.
Junsu thinks of going with, but then Junho’s hand slides down his chest and cups his cock, stroking until he’s hard and panting against Junho’s neck. He can talk to Baekhyun in the morning.
“There’s still another half hour until the moon is gone, mea anima,” Junho whispers and digs his thumb into the weeping slit of Junsu’s cock. “Interested?”
Junsu straddles Junho’s lap, his long fingers and warm hands slip into the back of the shorts. “Always, my mate,” he says just before they kiss, and then adds, with their lips brushing. “Always.”
Part 6: Sixth Family
Part 5: Fifth Fuck
Part 4: Fourth Fool
Part 3: Third Fear
Part 2: Second Fate
Part 1: First Freedom
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