Mea Anima 6/7
Title: Mea Anima 6/7
Pairing: Junho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17 incest, beastiality, under age, rape, abuse, implied!pedophilia
Disclaimer: Yet, again, they aren't mine to do anything more than create fancy stories.
Summary: Junsu lives under the firm hand of his uncle, doing chores and working on the farm. And bending over for him and the other men of the village almost every night. He knows nothing else but doesn't often think of escaping until he meets a wolf.
A/N: This fic is in the same world as the first two, but at a different place or a different time. In my brain, it is hundreds of years BEFORE Mea Luna, but it can also be looked at that it is just in a different place, across a mountain range or in another country/continent.
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu are 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Please keep the negative/derogatory comments to yourself. If you don't want to read it you don't have to. And you have been warned about what this fic contains. Any comments that are bashing me or the story or anything else will be deleted and the user will be banned.
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Part 6:
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu is 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Junsu loves running with his wolf. He is faster and stronger than he ever has been before. He strides through the woods, jumping obstacles and weaving around others. They stop to drink, eat, and fuck. There is an eagerness in his wolf that echoes in Junsu’s mind.
Home.
Will he actually have a home, a place that he will always want to return to? He isn’t sure, but the thought is nice.
They run for a straight week, and then slow just enough for Junho to sniff out the pack’s scent. This is their territory, but they move through the large area quite often depending on a food source. Junsu figures they are close, but still far enough away to let the nervousness bubble up and translate into fast and dirty fucks with Junho howling his claim on Junsu to the sliver of moon in the sky.
Junsu does not mind at all, and he only makes half an effort to clean himself, to be sure he is covered in his brother’s scent.
Near the end of the next week, with the sun high in the sky, Junho suddenly yips and dances forward. An answering growl freezes them both, but Junho is too excited to heed it, jumping toward a brown wolf that growls until it catches Junho’s scent. Then that wolf barks and the bark is echoed around them, and Junho is suddenly surrounded by happy wolves, chasing and playing with each other.
Another wolf, with beautiful patterns of red, brown and black, walks up to Junsu slowly. He can’t breathe, as golden eyes stare at him. He is not afraid, but surprised, because in all of his dreams, this wolf is in them the most. It sniffs his hip, and then his hand and Junsu falls to his knees.
The wolf licks his face, licking up the tears that are clouding his vision, and Junsu smiles, laughs, and hugs her. Her. Her.
His mother.
He feels Junho behind him, and for a moment, everything is quiet, before another wolf howls, and the rest take up the cry. It’s a happy sound, eager and fun.
His mother. His mother.
She stares at him for another long moment and then in a moment of silence, adds her own joyous howl that is echoed by the others. She yips at Junsu and runs, leading her pack. Junsu watches for only a moment until Junho nudges him and the two of them run.
Running with a wolf pack. Junsu has never felt like he belonged anywhere except right here, in this moment. They run for a good half hour. A few growls from Boa and wolves break from the pack, going in other directions. It isn’t long until they come upon a cave system, but there are also three tents, a roaring fire, clay pots, wooden containers, baskets, cloth hanging from wooden fences.
It is rustic and domestic, and Junsu can’t help his thought. Home.
The noise of the returning wolves has more exiting the caves and Junsu smiles when he sees Baekhyun leave one of the tents. Baekhyun smiles at him and waves, though his eyes aren’t nearly as happy as they have been. He’s followed by another human, this one tall and beautiful with long hair pulled up and away from his face. He’s stunning, and Junsu stares until Junho nudges his hand.
“Junsu!”
Junsu swallows and nods. “Um, hi.”
The man walks up to him and hugs him. “I know you don’t remember me, but just let me hug you. I have not seen you for twelve years, you were nothing more than a pup.”
Baekhyun chuckles. “Junsu, this is Taemin. His mate is Onew, who isn’t here right now, but he’ll be back.”
Junsu suddenly notices a woman standing behind them, and to his surprise there is a baby curled up in a pack on her chest.
“Amber,” Baekhyun says, “who is Minho’s mate, though that is Kibum’s baby.”
“Wait, what?”
Amber smiles and moves close so Junsu can see the beautiful round eyes of a baby boy who is no more than six months old. “This is Minwoo,” she whispers.
“He’s gorgeous,” Junsu says with a small gasp and does not protest when Amber hands him over, and Junsu cradles him carefully, smiling at the pale brown eyes that stare back at him. The baby yawns. “I don’t understand. I thought you were the only human in the pack.”
Baekhyun smiles. “I was for a few years. It was just me and a bunch of wolves, and then Boa met her mate, and then allowed Taemin and Onew, and Minho and Amber who were already mated pairs into the pack. Jonghyun found his mate shortly after Junho left, and just a year ago, Kyungsoo found his mate, Joonmyun.”
“But a child, I thought only female canus could have babies?”
Amber laughs. “They can only have canus babies. I am perfectly capable of having a human baby. I do not mind being Minho’s mate, but I have always wanted a child. Kibum offered his excellent services.”
Baekhyun snorts, and Taemin laughs.
Junsu looks around the pack of wolves for the black body of Chanyeol. He can’t see him, or Jongin and Sehun.
“Where is your mate?” Junsu asks.
Baekhyun frowns and swallows roughly. Taemin and Amber send him pitying glances. After a moment, he finally says, “Punishment, for ... for attacking you.”
“Still?”
“It’s a grave offense to attack a prince of a wolf pack.”
Oh, right. He was a prince. But Junsu does not like it. It has been more than two months, almost three.
“The punishment was effective until you returned to the pack,” Taemin says. “We will have a meeting to discuss his fate at the next full moon.”
“That sounds ominous,” Junsu says.
Baekhyun tries to smile. “I’m surprised Boa did not kill them as soon as I told her.”
“Are you hungry?” Amber suddenly asks. “We were about to eat lunch.”
Junsu smiles. “Yes, please. I’ve been running all morning.”
“And now you sound like wolf,” Taemin says and claps him on the shoulder. The others laugh. The four of them settle around the fire, and Junho leans up against him. A moment later, Boa, Junsu’s mother, his actual mother, lays next to him, and puts her head on his leg. He smiles and scratches behind her ears.
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The next couple weeks are the happiest Junsu has ever been in his life. He’s surrounded by family, by friends, by lovers. After being so scared of it, not a single wolf even tries to do more than rub up against him.
Taemin laughs at him when he mentions it. “First of all, even I can smell Junho all over you and I’m a human, and your mother ... well, after the scene she made when Baekhyun and Chanyeol returned, no one is ever going to touch you.”
Junsu is quite okay with that.
"Well, unless you want to," Taemin says and puckers his lips up in a kiss.
Junsu laughs, more than used to Taemin's flirting since he and Junho moved into a tent and now share with Taemin and Onew, and Joonmyun and Kyungsoo. He sleeps in a pile of wolves and skin. The first time he walks in on Kyunhsoo and Joonmyun fucking, he blushes for hours, but then it happens again, this time with Minho and Amber, and then Jonghyun and Kibum (who all share a tent).
After three days, he’s used to it, and loves it when Junho growls at everyone until they leave the tent and he gets to have loud sex with his own wolf.
It’s so very different. In the village, sex was whispered about and considered a sin (for the women and the whores anyway). Here, sex is like eating, breathing, bathing.
It’s another few nights before Junsu realizes that he does not see Baekhyun or Sehun’s white wolf often. He asks Joonmyun about it.
Joonmyun smiles sadly. “They stay with their mates.”
“Where are they?”
He waves his hand beyond the trees. “That way a few hundred paces. They are chained in a clearing, and only allowed food and water once a week. No sex. No pack.”
Junsu frowns. “I ... that seems harsh.”
“What Chanyeol did to you was wrong, especially after he told his Baekhyun he would not. He can lie to me and you all he wants, but you do not lie to mate.” He runs his hands through Kyungsoo’s fur, earning a low growl and a quick snap of white teeth at his fingers.
Joonmyun smiles and buries himself up against Kyungsoo's body. The wolf huffs and licks his cheek before settling back down.
Kyungsoo is a beautiful wolf with pure black fur and eyes such a deep, dark purple they are almost black. It’s like looking at the night sky in wolf form. He stares at Junsu for a few long seconds and then growls.
Junsu holds up his hands. “I can take a hint. Have fun.” Before he’s even out of the tent, Joonmyun is moaning under his beautiful mate.
Junsu goes to the fire and crouches down in front of it. Junho finds him a moment later, and he’s closely followed by Baekhyun. It’s easy to put his arm around the other human and let him take deep breaths and grip Junho’s fur in one hand.
“It’ll be okay,” Junsu says.
Baekhyun shakes his head. “Boa will kill them.”
“No, she won’t.”
Baekhyun takes a deep breath. “Yes, she will. When she knows ...”
Junsu tilts Baekhyun’s face up. “Knows what?”
Baekhyun swallows.
“You’re keeping secrets?” Junsu whispers.
“Don’t hate me?”
“I won’t.”
“You will. Everyone will, and Chanyeol will die.”
Junsu wants to ask, but Baekhyun starts crying, and Junsu pulls him closer and hugs him. Boa trots over and whines in worry. She nudges Baekhyun and he cries harder, throwing himself at Boa instead. She supports his weight and licks his cheek as Baekhyun whimpers apologies into her fur.
---
Pack rank is difficult for Junsu to figure out, so he asks Taemin when he and Onew leave the tent obviously well fucked. Onew is a lot of fun, and out of all the other wolves, Junsu likes him best. His gray fur is always mussed because he’s either playing and bothering the other wolves or because Taemin is running his fingers through it. It is really strange to know that Onew was one of the most dominant wolves in the pack.
“It’s based on age, mate status, and birthright,” Taemin says. “Boa is the Alpha, as you know, and as her sons, and a mated pair, which makes you both stronger, you and Junho are second-in-command even though you’re both the youngest in the pack, except Minwoo, of course. But Junsu, you’re human, and humans are at the bottom of pack rank, except you who is a prince, but that makes Junho higher in rank than you. Chanyeol is the oldest wolf in this pack after Boa which makes him the male alpha, since Boa’s mate is dead. But because of his latest infraction, Boa had him demoted to the bottom of the pack with only the humans below him. Right now, Onew is the oldest male wolf. He is one hundred and seventy-three, and Kyungsoo is one hundred and seventy-one. He is more powerful than Onew in terms of strength, but Onew has been a member of this pack longer. Sehun is next oldest at just under one hundred and fifty, but with his mate in as much trouble as Chanyeol, his future is unclear. After that it’s Minho and Jonghyun because they are mated which makes them higher in rank than the lone wolves which are ranked by age: Seunghyun, Daehyun, Yoseob, and Donghae. Then the humans, which just follows the rank of their mates, so me, Joonmyun, Amber, Kibum, and now Baekhyun because Chanyeol is in so much trouble.”
Junsu smiles. “Wow. That is all just very confusing.”
“You’ll get used to it,” Taemin says and lays back, head in Junsu’s lap. “As a wolf prince, you are required to cuddle with whoever wants to and make everyone happy.”
Junsu laughs and runs his fingers through Taemin’s long hair. “I strongly doubt that and I"m sure that Junho is not chasing you away because I don't mind. I’m so happy for the first time in my life that I hope it leaks out everywhere and makes everyone else happy.”
“A blowjob with a human mouth would make me happy.”
Junsu glances down at him quickly.
His smile is anything but innocent. “What? JongKey and MinBer, ChanBaek and SeKai, why can’t we have a nice little foursome, too?”
Junho growls low, and Onew answers it with a snap of his jaws.
Taemin laughs. “Fine, fine, it was just a suggestion.”
Part 7: Final Foe
Part 5: Fifth Fuck
Part 4: Fourth Fool
Part 3: Third Fear
Part 2: Second Fate
Part 1: First Freedom
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Pairing: Junho/Junsu
Rating: NC-17 incest, beastiality, under age, rape, abuse, implied!pedophilia
Disclaimer: Yet, again, they aren't mine to do anything more than create fancy stories.
Summary: Junsu lives under the firm hand of his uncle, doing chores and working on the farm. And bending over for him and the other men of the village almost every night. He knows nothing else but doesn't often think of escaping until he meets a wolf.
A/N: This fic is in the same world as the first two, but at a different place or a different time. In my brain, it is hundreds of years BEFORE Mea Luna, but it can also be looked at that it is just in a different place, across a mountain range or in another country/continent.
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu are 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Please keep the negative/derogatory comments to yourself. If you don't want to read it you don't have to. And you have been warned about what this fic contains. Any comments that are bashing me or the story or anything else will be deleted and the user will be banned.
Poster made by jjneedscm (who is back-to-five on Tumblr and Twitter)
It's so beyond gorgeous, thank you!!!!!
Part 6:
Warning: This fic contains GRAPHIC bestiality, underage!smut (Junsu is 15). There is rape in this one and abuse and implied!pedophilia. Junho DOES NOT rape Junsu or abuse him. That abuse is from other people.
Junsu loves running with his wolf. He is faster and stronger than he ever has been before. He strides through the woods, jumping obstacles and weaving around others. They stop to drink, eat, and fuck. There is an eagerness in his wolf that echoes in Junsu’s mind.
Home.
Will he actually have a home, a place that he will always want to return to? He isn’t sure, but the thought is nice.
They run for a straight week, and then slow just enough for Junho to sniff out the pack’s scent. This is their territory, but they move through the large area quite often depending on a food source. Junsu figures they are close, but still far enough away to let the nervousness bubble up and translate into fast and dirty fucks with Junho howling his claim on Junsu to the sliver of moon in the sky.
Junsu does not mind at all, and he only makes half an effort to clean himself, to be sure he is covered in his brother’s scent.
Near the end of the next week, with the sun high in the sky, Junho suddenly yips and dances forward. An answering growl freezes them both, but Junho is too excited to heed it, jumping toward a brown wolf that growls until it catches Junho’s scent. Then that wolf barks and the bark is echoed around them, and Junho is suddenly surrounded by happy wolves, chasing and playing with each other.
Another wolf, with beautiful patterns of red, brown and black, walks up to Junsu slowly. He can’t breathe, as golden eyes stare at him. He is not afraid, but surprised, because in all of his dreams, this wolf is in them the most. It sniffs his hip, and then his hand and Junsu falls to his knees.
The wolf licks his face, licking up the tears that are clouding his vision, and Junsu smiles, laughs, and hugs her. Her. Her.
His mother.
He feels Junho behind him, and for a moment, everything is quiet, before another wolf howls, and the rest take up the cry. It’s a happy sound, eager and fun.
His mother. His mother.
She stares at him for another long moment and then in a moment of silence, adds her own joyous howl that is echoed by the others. She yips at Junsu and runs, leading her pack. Junsu watches for only a moment until Junho nudges him and the two of them run.
Running with a wolf pack. Junsu has never felt like he belonged anywhere except right here, in this moment. They run for a good half hour. A few growls from Boa and wolves break from the pack, going in other directions. It isn’t long until they come upon a cave system, but there are also three tents, a roaring fire, clay pots, wooden containers, baskets, cloth hanging from wooden fences.
It is rustic and domestic, and Junsu can’t help his thought. Home.
The noise of the returning wolves has more exiting the caves and Junsu smiles when he sees Baekhyun leave one of the tents. Baekhyun smiles at him and waves, though his eyes aren’t nearly as happy as they have been. He’s followed by another human, this one tall and beautiful with long hair pulled up and away from his face. He’s stunning, and Junsu stares until Junho nudges his hand.
“Junsu!”
Junsu swallows and nods. “Um, hi.”
The man walks up to him and hugs him. “I know you don’t remember me, but just let me hug you. I have not seen you for twelve years, you were nothing more than a pup.”
Baekhyun chuckles. “Junsu, this is Taemin. His mate is Onew, who isn’t here right now, but he’ll be back.”
Junsu suddenly notices a woman standing behind them, and to his surprise there is a baby curled up in a pack on her chest.
“Amber,” Baekhyun says, “who is Minho’s mate, though that is Kibum’s baby.”
“Wait, what?”
Amber smiles and moves close so Junsu can see the beautiful round eyes of a baby boy who is no more than six months old. “This is Minwoo,” she whispers.
“He’s gorgeous,” Junsu says with a small gasp and does not protest when Amber hands him over, and Junsu cradles him carefully, smiling at the pale brown eyes that stare back at him. The baby yawns. “I don’t understand. I thought you were the only human in the pack.”
Baekhyun smiles. “I was for a few years. It was just me and a bunch of wolves, and then Boa met her mate, and then allowed Taemin and Onew, and Minho and Amber who were already mated pairs into the pack. Jonghyun found his mate shortly after Junho left, and just a year ago, Kyungsoo found his mate, Joonmyun.”
“But a child, I thought only female canus could have babies?”
Amber laughs. “They can only have canus babies. I am perfectly capable of having a human baby. I do not mind being Minho’s mate, but I have always wanted a child. Kibum offered his excellent services.”
Baekhyun snorts, and Taemin laughs.
Junsu looks around the pack of wolves for the black body of Chanyeol. He can’t see him, or Jongin and Sehun.
“Where is your mate?” Junsu asks.
Baekhyun frowns and swallows roughly. Taemin and Amber send him pitying glances. After a moment, he finally says, “Punishment, for ... for attacking you.”
“Still?”
“It’s a grave offense to attack a prince of a wolf pack.”
Oh, right. He was a prince. But Junsu does not like it. It has been more than two months, almost three.
“The punishment was effective until you returned to the pack,” Taemin says. “We will have a meeting to discuss his fate at the next full moon.”
“That sounds ominous,” Junsu says.
Baekhyun tries to smile. “I’m surprised Boa did not kill them as soon as I told her.”
“Are you hungry?” Amber suddenly asks. “We were about to eat lunch.”
Junsu smiles. “Yes, please. I’ve been running all morning.”
“And now you sound like wolf,” Taemin says and claps him on the shoulder. The others laugh. The four of them settle around the fire, and Junho leans up against him. A moment later, Boa, Junsu’s mother, his actual mother, lays next to him, and puts her head on his leg. He smiles and scratches behind her ears.
---
The next couple weeks are the happiest Junsu has ever been in his life. He’s surrounded by family, by friends, by lovers. After being so scared of it, not a single wolf even tries to do more than rub up against him.
Taemin laughs at him when he mentions it. “First of all, even I can smell Junho all over you and I’m a human, and your mother ... well, after the scene she made when Baekhyun and Chanyeol returned, no one is ever going to touch you.”
Junsu is quite okay with that.
"Well, unless you want to," Taemin says and puckers his lips up in a kiss.
Junsu laughs, more than used to Taemin's flirting since he and Junho moved into a tent and now share with Taemin and Onew, and Joonmyun and Kyungsoo. He sleeps in a pile of wolves and skin. The first time he walks in on Kyunhsoo and Joonmyun fucking, he blushes for hours, but then it happens again, this time with Minho and Amber, and then Jonghyun and Kibum (who all share a tent).
After three days, he’s used to it, and loves it when Junho growls at everyone until they leave the tent and he gets to have loud sex with his own wolf.
It’s so very different. In the village, sex was whispered about and considered a sin (for the women and the whores anyway). Here, sex is like eating, breathing, bathing.
It’s another few nights before Junsu realizes that he does not see Baekhyun or Sehun’s white wolf often. He asks Joonmyun about it.
Joonmyun smiles sadly. “They stay with their mates.”
“Where are they?”
He waves his hand beyond the trees. “That way a few hundred paces. They are chained in a clearing, and only allowed food and water once a week. No sex. No pack.”
Junsu frowns. “I ... that seems harsh.”
“What Chanyeol did to you was wrong, especially after he told his Baekhyun he would not. He can lie to me and you all he wants, but you do not lie to mate.” He runs his hands through Kyungsoo’s fur, earning a low growl and a quick snap of white teeth at his fingers.
Joonmyun smiles and buries himself up against Kyungsoo's body. The wolf huffs and licks his cheek before settling back down.
Kyungsoo is a beautiful wolf with pure black fur and eyes such a deep, dark purple they are almost black. It’s like looking at the night sky in wolf form. He stares at Junsu for a few long seconds and then growls.
Junsu holds up his hands. “I can take a hint. Have fun.” Before he’s even out of the tent, Joonmyun is moaning under his beautiful mate.
Junsu goes to the fire and crouches down in front of it. Junho finds him a moment later, and he’s closely followed by Baekhyun. It’s easy to put his arm around the other human and let him take deep breaths and grip Junho’s fur in one hand.
“It’ll be okay,” Junsu says.
Baekhyun shakes his head. “Boa will kill them.”
“No, she won’t.”
Baekhyun takes a deep breath. “Yes, she will. When she knows ...”
Junsu tilts Baekhyun’s face up. “Knows what?”
Baekhyun swallows.
“You’re keeping secrets?” Junsu whispers.
“Don’t hate me?”
“I won’t.”
“You will. Everyone will, and Chanyeol will die.”
Junsu wants to ask, but Baekhyun starts crying, and Junsu pulls him closer and hugs him. Boa trots over and whines in worry. She nudges Baekhyun and he cries harder, throwing himself at Boa instead. She supports his weight and licks his cheek as Baekhyun whimpers apologies into her fur.
---
Pack rank is difficult for Junsu to figure out, so he asks Taemin when he and Onew leave the tent obviously well fucked. Onew is a lot of fun, and out of all the other wolves, Junsu likes him best. His gray fur is always mussed because he’s either playing and bothering the other wolves or because Taemin is running his fingers through it. It is really strange to know that Onew was one of the most dominant wolves in the pack.
“It’s based on age, mate status, and birthright,” Taemin says. “Boa is the Alpha, as you know, and as her sons, and a mated pair, which makes you both stronger, you and Junho are second-in-command even though you’re both the youngest in the pack, except Minwoo, of course. But Junsu, you’re human, and humans are at the bottom of pack rank, except you who is a prince, but that makes Junho higher in rank than you. Chanyeol is the oldest wolf in this pack after Boa which makes him the male alpha, since Boa’s mate is dead. But because of his latest infraction, Boa had him demoted to the bottom of the pack with only the humans below him. Right now, Onew is the oldest male wolf. He is one hundred and seventy-three, and Kyungsoo is one hundred and seventy-one. He is more powerful than Onew in terms of strength, but Onew has been a member of this pack longer. Sehun is next oldest at just under one hundred and fifty, but with his mate in as much trouble as Chanyeol, his future is unclear. After that it’s Minho and Jonghyun because they are mated which makes them higher in rank than the lone wolves which are ranked by age: Seunghyun, Daehyun, Yoseob, and Donghae. Then the humans, which just follows the rank of their mates, so me, Joonmyun, Amber, Kibum, and now Baekhyun because Chanyeol is in so much trouble.”
Junsu smiles. “Wow. That is all just very confusing.”
“You’ll get used to it,” Taemin says and lays back, head in Junsu’s lap. “As a wolf prince, you are required to cuddle with whoever wants to and make everyone happy.”
Junsu laughs and runs his fingers through Taemin’s long hair. “I strongly doubt that and I"m sure that Junho is not chasing you away because I don't mind. I’m so happy for the first time in my life that I hope it leaks out everywhere and makes everyone else happy.”
“A blowjob with a human mouth would make me happy.”
Junsu glances down at him quickly.
His smile is anything but innocent. “What? JongKey and MinBer, ChanBaek and SeKai, why can’t we have a nice little foursome, too?”
Junho growls low, and Onew answers it with a snap of his jaws.
Taemin laughs. “Fine, fine, it was just a suggestion.”
Part 7: Final Foe
Part 5: Fifth Fuck
Part 4: Fourth Fool
Part 3: Third Fear
Part 2: Second Fate
Part 1: First Freedom
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