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So basically, it's 4 in the morning and I decided to post a livejournal to rant and complain because I can't sleep.  Lately, I've been so stressed out and sad and it's all really starting to build up and it's hard for me to deal with it all anymore.  There are so many stress factors in my life.  For starters, everyday, the only thing I ever talk to ( Read more... )

So, I went to visit my Aunt Nancy today; my grandma's sister.  She's the closest thing to my grandma, they're so alike it's scary.  They have really similar voices, they use the same terms it's crazy.  She's 73 though, and it worries me because almost all of my grandmas sisters have already died and she's the last one who's close with my family.  ( Read more... )

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Florida was so good.  The town in Tampa is so cute.  Brenda and I fucking rule at life. :]<3 Bahaha.
The beach was so nice, the water was so clear.  I got burnt to a crisp, haha.
Buttt I had a lot of fun<3

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Soo excited to be on vacation in two weeks with Brenda.  Best friend and beaches<3.  Hot weather and no drama.  I can't wait. :D  Be jealousss.

Okayy, sooo...from now until the end of the summer, I want to accomplish:

1.  Going to the zoo
2.  Going to the circus
3.  Going to Elans cabin
4.   Going to Medieval Times
5.  Going camping
6.  Going to Six Flags
7.  Going fishing
8.  Having a picnic.
9.  Mets gamesss.
10.  Idk what else.

I'm finally in a good mood today.  The Met game was really good.  Plus, working out and dieting has got me back to a weight that I'm happy with and I plan to keep that going.  Brenda and Tony are coming home this weekend. <3  My goal is to not cry at all tonight.  So far, I'm doing really well. :]

I've never been hurt this bad before.

I feel like I need to vent right now.  My life is going really well.  I have great friends and that's always been the most important thing to me.  I feel like my life, though is just quite boring.  I want to go back to school really badly, but really far away.  I feel like I need to get off of Long Island and out of even New York to break away from ( Read more... )