Sooo, yeah school starts tuesday.......fun fun. I'm not ready to go back.  Where'd the summer go?!?!? It seems like it just started a month ago. I finally got all my books except for my spanish text book cuz it's on back order.

financial aid: 1480/semester......covers all tuition and a couple books.

books......approximately $815-$820. 
I'm taking 5 ( Read more... )

So, last night was interesting. Chad picked me up around 9:45/10:00, we were going to go to the drive ins. Well we decided we weren't going to make it in time and even if we did, it would be packed so we didn't go. Instead we (he) drove around for a while and talked. Like I've mentioned in previous entries, I didn't feel I was being at all fair to ( Read more... )

Yeah, so....I hung out with Shawn Monday to try to talk about everything that's been going on lately and that didn't go as well as I would've liked it to have gone. We argued some more, which isn't a big difference. Then I hung out with him today. We went down to the beach and sat down at the end of the Pier for two hours talking. It went pretty ( Read more... )

Okay, so they aren't together anymore so he can do whatever he wants with her and it'll be "okay". I bet she did it for him. This is so indescribably ridiculous. My head hurts. I can't believe this. I ended it so I shouldn't be jealous but I am, extremely, and I know it's not my place to be jealous anymore. I can't help it. He was mine for so long ( Read more... )

Yeah, so the whole, Shawn not knowing thing....down the drain. He figured it out. I think he's kind of upset at Chad for not telling him. Shawn deleted me from his friends on myspace, I asked him why and he didn't really answer me so....I don't know. I miss him but I really like being around Chad he makes me laugh. I can't handle thinking about ( Read more... )

Wow, it's definitely been a while since I wrote here. A bunch has happened since then. Shawn and I broke up, I graduated, I've had a ton of fun with Chad, Richard, and Jolin, people have bad talked me but what else is new? lol. I also have someone new in my life. Kristine doesnt talk to me anymore, Shawn hates me (I'll get over it), I'm never home ( Read more... )

Yeah, well, as some of you may have read in Jessie's LJ, band camp totally blew.  Most of the people i've talked to didnt have fun.  I've been looking forward to my senior year of band camp for so long and now its over and it sucked! im pissed. The freshmen dont listen, they're a bunch of cocky little ass wipes.  Fight  night was okay i guess. it's ( Read more... )

Wow, it's beeen a while since i've posted. I dont really know wut to write in here. Well at least right now anyway. ummm...tomorrow is the placement round for bowling. We cant go any farther than tomorrow though cuz we're not a sponsored team. It sux though cuz we're in first place and no one can take it from us. Yesterday was the lsat regular game ( Read more... )

Love, Hate, Jealousy, Trust, Betrayal, Happiness, Saddness, Worry, Fear, Confusion, Pain, Depressed, Angry, Annoyed, Bitchy, Numb, Sarcastic, Discontent, Disappointment, Frustration, Uncomfotable, Stressed, Surprised/Shocked, Guiltiness, Grumpiness, Irritated, Indescribable.....there's more but i cant put words to them ( Read more... )

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