Ok so life officaly is STRESSFUL for me ( Read more... )

 have u ever just sat there in a room all alone..

let everything catch up in ur mind....

Let life reply in slow motion for just a momment and realize that its begining to look like a fun house....

its become so crazy that u cant seem to find u way out...?

so many decisions to make....so may directions to take.....

if u make the wrong one...u panic take ( Read more... )

 Ok so and update realy quick...

Scarlet is 13 months old... im due to have Jeramiah in about four weeks or so... 
he is so frikkin cute...

Scarlet is talkin a lil and soon will be on teh potty as soon as we get one... lol

On friday October 12th Ben and i will be together for 2 years straight...that is awsome....
longest relationship i have ever been ( Read more... )

So like i decided the other day that i was goin to come down here so ben could get some sleep for work...

and i am starting to miss him like CRAZY!!!!!!

I want to go home but i cant find a ride..i thought i coudl do it for a few days but i guess i was WRONG..

man its only been about two days and i miss him so so much ..

i think he is still sleepin ( Read more... )

So like yeah.. like some of u know Ben and i are havin a baby ( Read more... )

YEAH  ok so like i had a rant last time i just got shit on my mind and all that jazz..lol ( Read more... )

i havin one of those moments man.. just i miss the party life.. i realy do

i got to have a lil of it for a while..but...it wasnt what i expected...

i hate to admit it but it started to take over my life... just the freedom....i took it in...

i know i have problems im an alcholic and what not..i cant help but drink when there is alcohol .. its just..

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Yeah ok so lets see...

Scarlet is goin to be 10 months old 2morrow....
she is walking around..

i turned 20 last month...

ben and scarlet are playing on teh floor... im glad they have such a close relationship

and HOLY HORSE TERD i havent updated in like for ever...agian as usualy

lifes been loopy i guess u could call it..good bad good bad...blah blah ( Read more... )

OMG i havnt updated in fuckin ever...WOW ( Read more... )

Scarlet seems to be fine....she is so happy all the time...she still has a lil trouble sleepin at night but its all good... She is 2 montsh and like three weeks...wowo thats almost 3 months....she is getting so big ( Read more... )