"And you can have it all, my empire of dirt."

[barush]

I'm tired of my mother being self-righteous.

I'm tired of my mother thinking she knows what's best for me.

I'm tired of my RL friends ignoring me.

I'm tired of my online friends ignoring me.

I'm tired of hiding pointless things from my father.

I'm tired of hating myself.

I'm tired of trying to be somebody I'm not.

I'm tired of trying to get people

Comments

[robottikoira]

If this is any consolation at all, I can say that you're definitely not alone with those thoughts.

[barush]

Yes, it is, thank you :) I know lots of people have those issues and worse, of course. I just needed to get it out.

[seether_79]

*hugs* I know that doesn't help much but I just wanted to let you know that I care. I'm sorry your feeling so down.

[barush]

I know you do <33 Well, this has been building up for a long time (still is), I just got so pissed off today that I needed to get it out somehow. And that's what's LJ for ;)

[roterstern]

I'm sorry, Bara. *hugs you tightly* I wish I knew what I could do to make you feel better but as I know this myself, there is nothing. I can only say you are a wonderful and enigmatic person from what I know about you so far and I don't think it's any different in real life.

*hugs again*

[barush]

Aw, I really don't know what to say <33 You're too nice to me *hugs back* Plus, you have enough of your own problems to be concerned with my whining. Anyways, thank you, you made me feel better <33

[msgreenie]

I hear you.