So I've just fucked up my Spanish Morphology retake (I failed the first attempt too, obviously). There should be one more date, but I cannot possibly pass it, since I studied for the first two exams and the results are pretty tragic. And the mere thought of taking the whole subject again next semester makes me sick :/

Plus, I should start studying ( Read more... )

( pointless self-pity. you've been warned. )

I'm tired of my mother being self-righteous.

I'm tired of my mother thinking she knows what's best for me.

I'm tired of my RL friends ignoring me.

I'm tired of my online friends ignoring me.

I'm tired of hiding pointless things from my father.

I'm tired of hating myself.

I'm tired of trying to be somebody I'm not.

I'm tired of trying to get people ( Read more... )

Today it's exactly 20 years since the communist reign in Czechoslovakia ended and we became a democratic state. So that's why I don't have school and can procrastinate and watch House. Speaking of which, I loved the latest episode :) Speaking of the Velvet Revolution (fancy name, eh?) I guess I'm glad we don't live in communism anymore (now, not ( Read more... )

You know, I hate myself for being insanely jealous of other people's lives.

The worst thing that can happen to you is to get a taste of what life could be like and then get thrown back into your own pathetic day to day reality.

And I hate myself for thinking that too.

I just plain hate myself, I guess.

You possibly cannot imagine my surprise, when, searching for some info on my homework to intro to literature, I stumbled upon 'Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds' by Beatles on wiki and found out the poetic metre of the song was dactylic tetrametre. It made my day like a hundred times better, seriously. Sad, eh? Yeah, that's where I've ended up, ( Read more... )

France was really, really, really, great. Really. I loved it. Definitely wanna go back. Who doesn't have facebook or we're not friends there - you should be able to see my pics here. Paris is really beautiful.

( Whining, you've been warned. )

So, now that I have all the possible results from all the universities I've applied to, I can say that finally I know what I'll be doing the next year. So officially I'm gonna stay in Olomouc (I live here, if anyone doesn't know) and study English and Spanish philology. Honestly, I don't know if it was the right choice, but I guess I'll see. If not ( Read more... )

So, five questions to Spanish to go and... I just can't do it anymore. Really, the capacity of my brain has been reached some 20 questions ago and I'm not capable of digesting any more information. I guess I won't last till Monday. AND it feels like I've forgotten all of history. And I when I remember something, it's usually in Spanish and not in ( Read more... )

This is gonna be real short, 'cause I just need to get it out of my system.

Remember the history written final I've been whining about recently? We got it back and to my huge surprise I got 1! =) It was really close though, I had 51 points out of 60 and 49 was already 2. But the over all marks weren't that good. The most points anyone got was 53 ( Read more... )