Lazy day, emotions down, it's all crap...

[barush]

So, school finally started last week. I found out I was sadly mistaken when I'd thought the summer semester would be, dunno, not as difficult as the first one. I have already lots of stuff to do and we've just had introductory lessons so far! God, I'm not sure I'll manage all that shit. I could rant about this for hours. Next time, perhaps.

Also, I

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[seether_79]

Sucks that school is so shit! I can only say I know you can handle and *hugs*

Realtionships are overrated... I've seen to mamy turn in 'trailer park' realtionships if you get what I mean... puts me off the whole thing.

Marla still loves you, I can promise you that.

Hope your day got better hun!!

[barush]

Well, actually, lately I've seen a few of my friends completely change because of the guy they were dating. And not in a good way. But it's not like I'm really interested or anything, it's just peer pressure I guess. Interrogation on this subject really does get annoying.

And yeah, Marla still likes me. I'm lucky cats don't really have that great long term memory :)) But God, sometimes she really does get on my nerves lol

And thanks for your nice words, you alway make me feel better :)

[roterstern]

Well, I'll be 20 in a month or so (omg!) and I've never been in any relationship.

#1: Not having had a boyfriend/relationship with 19/20 is nothing to be ashamed/scared of. I haven't had it either. It's something you'll wonder about, if you should mind (at least I did), but the less you wonder about it the more likely it is to happen, I guess. Don't stress about it. Take it at your time. Mind your own business. Let the others talk. Do your stuff, and you'll be fine ♥

#2: TWENTY IS NOT OLD. I WILL BE TWENTY-ONE IN FOUR MONTHS D:

and when will be able to read that Holmes fic?? ♥♥

[barush]

You're right, the less I think about it, the less of an issue it is. But it's kinda difficult not to think about, when I'm constantly reminded by others :/ Oh well, I'll try to follow your advice anyways :)

Well, I guess 20 (or 21 ;)) isn't that old yet, but it's the transmission between being a teen and being a 'proper' adult lol

As for the Holmes fic... It'll suck, but I guess I'll post it here, when it gets finished :)

[cookie_wolf]

Just say you're in a long distanced relationship?

[cookie_wolf]

Though I know how you feel. I don't get asked (pretty sure most people around me know I'd rather shoot myself) but there's still that "oh my GOD you're still SINGLE you're HOW OLD?" thing around.

It's like, "STFU some people like their hand more than another's. OR THEY DON'T HAVE TIME FOR A RELATIONSHIP."

[barush]

Yeah, exactly, it's like "you're still single?! oh... *pity ensues*" Grrr. Some people don't understand that I genuinely don't want any guys near me and not just pretending. And it's starting to get really annoying. Oh well, next time I'll just tell them that I'm married ;)

[cookie_wolf]

Yeah. I'm not interested, kthxbai.

*sigh* I hate girls who always need a guy on their arms.