this is all i want for christmas.

i want to hear his voice again.
i want him to hold me in his arms.
i want to sit on the couch and pass the pipe for the rest of our lives.
i want to see your face come home.
i want you to come home.
you have to come home.
i cant live without you.
i can already feel myself dying.
please hurry.

there is a girl that wont leave my thoughts.
a girl that i never doubted myself with.i doubt myself now ( Read more... )

i need to find my place. i need to gain control of myself again. i havent lost her. ive just been pushing her back. i want her to come out and play and smile and laugh again like she used to. i havent been fair to her ( Read more... )

he gets jealous.
vulnerability.
its attractive.
makes me feel less alone.

i dont even know his name.

"lets make breakfast together" he said.
all she could think was that she would love to make breakfast with him for forever

lets get married
so that this will never end

there was nothing better than waking up
and watching him sleep next to me so peacefully
perhaps that is why i didnt have the heart to wake you up
i never wanted it to go away; never want you to go away
ill sleep the day away with you for always
just to be by your side

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"Today is whatever I want it to mean ( Read more... )

ive been waiting for what seems like days
and it finally paid off
i get to see him tonight
i need to see him tonight
krupa and i were talking
and is aid that i wanted to see him
and that that would make me feel better
and low and behold i get to see him
thsi is what i needed
this is right