That any of you are still reading this and wondering why I never post... I haven't used this journal in almost three years. My current journal is named bardkris, and that is where I have been posting. I only recently (last year) regained control of this journal and more recently realized that there are still people who have it friended.

I am sorry.

Walls holding. I'll be ok.

Lots of people give me trouble because I am not broken by grief ( Read more... )

Went to get fired. Feel loved. Everyone I met was unhappy, even the boss that had to fire me. He offered me a reference. One girl cried on me. Every guy shook my hand. One made the little 'paw... Kris, come back. miss you' gesture. Lots of people gave me cursing good byes. 'It's a damn fucking shame they fired you.' It made me feel very loved. And ( Read more... )

It was a bullshit excuse. They've been looking for a loophole as long as Donnarae's been back. I'm not bitter. I can find another job. And this one was coming. I hate working at a place when my boss doesn't like me.

I have contingencies. Everything will be fine. I'm actually blessed by it's timing. More actual update later. Love to all.

There aren't choices. Sometimes things have to happen a certain way. Sometimes I follow my instincts.

And sometimes they're wrong. But I still follow them, because they get me out of as much trouble as they get me in.

Hazy Shade of Winter (the bangles version)
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I have this bad habit of keeping people up all night. And then when they go to say good bye, I'm off doing something and don't get to properly bid farewell. Ah, well.

I love all of you. Hurt by the cold. So sad and lonely, too. When you don't know yourself. -RHCP

Seriously. I love you all.

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