Help my unbelief

[banzai]

I miss writing here, yet the sheer volume of what I'd need to write to "catch up" is staggering and grows by the minute. There's no solution, only diving in and doing the thing with hopes of returning to form or finding a new rhythm.

The past couple of months have been brimmingly full, including a lovely trip to Scotland with barlow_girl in March, where we

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[dondlion]

I find life unbearable lately, but Christ as true as ever. I keep being faked out in life. People say a lot of things and I believe them. How not to become cynical?

[banzai]

I wish I had the answer. At least (sometimes) I'm learning to be quiet(er) until God gives me the faith I need to not be cynical. Talking can often fuel the wrong fires for me. But I also regularly wish others would say less-that might make me less cynical, too.

Sorry life is unbearable, though I'm glad the unbearable parts aren't the ones that will last in the end. I'm glad Christ is true.

[dondlion]

I cope by making sense of things to myself. If I can't, the suffering is great. It's rare, but I know the dreaded pain.

I wish I could find the lesson or purpose.

[quaero_verum]

You don't post much, but when you do, it's like a tiny nugget of awesomeness that just....flows, smooth as silk.

Thank you.