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I've been waiting for this
one day
my whole life
I've been waiting
for this one day
she's going to spread my legs open
and gently-
gently
examine it
and I've been waiting for this
one day
my whole life
but never this way
not ever
this day
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friendship has homo too
her fingers grazed my cheek gently
and lightly
unexpectedly
"you have freckles too"
she said, smiling at me
and I smiled back
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no more weird videos at night for me
I HAD ANOTHER WEIRD DREAM ( Read more... ) -
the past is the past
In my journey of self-discovery, I have come to realize that I have grown to agree with my mom's opinion regarding behavior of people. I recently came across a scene in "The Carrie Diaries" (a series my younger sister is obsessed with) and it struck me because of what Carrie said to her friend, Mags.
"You're blaming your past and what you've been ( Read more... ) -
heartache
I wish I can drink my heartache away the way you drink away with your friends (with me not there but who am I to say)
I wish that in the moment I hugged you so tight (time would've stopped so) I can forget about the same heartache
But it did not happen so ( Read more... ) -
confessions of a heavy girl
everything around me feels so tight
it's not so much as a physical tight that I sometimes experience when old clothes don't fit me
it feels like the kind of tight where the whole world is closing in on me (inside)
it follows me around, this tightness ( Read more... ) -
Things I want to tell people, that I wish people had told me
You don’t have to achieve great things by the time you’re 25.
You have intrinsic value above and beyond your perceived utility to other people and society at large.
You don’t have to have sex, or have sex in any way that you find uncomfortable or unpleasant, to keep anyone’s love or good opinion of you. They didn’t love you or think very well of you ( Read more... ) -
high expectations
I think I've figured out why I can't really like a person enough for it to develop into something more like love.
The people I think I might really like end up disappointing me with their flaws. God it sounds so shallow. But when one is supposed to be in love, they get so blinded by the person that they don't really see their flaws. But I get so so ( Read more... )
