my stomach hurts because i haven't eaten. i've been trying to lose a couple itty-bitty pounds, and it's working. either that or the scale's broken because i don't think i've lost like 5lbs in a week. i promise not to be too thin though.

anywho...all state's now in 9 -- count 'em -- 9 days. brought the marima back to school yesterday. and i got to ( Read more... )

is good so far. i applied for the sat's yesterday. boo. thirty-two days and counting. not looking foward to them. went to philadelphia over the weekend to babysit. that was fun, but so tiring. my arms still hurt from holding the baby. he's so adorable when he's not crying. lets see...i have the school's marimba in my den. because i friggen need to ( Read more... )

today was pretty awesome. everyone loved the shirt i wore today, even though i bought it about 76 years ago. got to see some of the school production Godspell even though I'm going tomorrow to see it wich vickey. yayayayayy. well the reason i went in the first place was because mr levik had our class go down to the auditorium because hes in the pit ( Read more... )

i've just been so depressed lately. it's not even funny. a couple nights ago, i was laying in bed, and just got so depressed and felt sick and just started crying for no reason. it hasn't gotten much better either. i get so pessimistic out of nowhere and sometimes wonder why i'm alive. it's really rather pathetic. i just want to grow up already and ( Read more... )

I'd figure I'd give this whole LiveJournal thing a shot. So, today is my seventeenth birthday. I have to say, it was definitely one of the better ones. Some highlights were bringing in a cd for the Theory class, but not before they sang to me. Priceless. Then I came home and got to just hang out with my mom and brother. He and I played Mario Party ( Read more... )