vacation ^-^
is good so far. i applied for the sat's yesterday. boo. thirty-two days and counting. not looking foward to them. went to philadelphia over the weekend to babysit. that was fun, but so tiring. my arms still hurt from holding the baby. he's so adorable when he's not crying. lets see...i have the school's marimba in my den. because i friggen need to practice my all-state solo. i'm gonna friggen suck. it's like 3 weeks away and it sounds like crap. well it really isn't that bad, but i am a perfectionist and so far it's far from perfect.
life is good right now. nothing too good or too bad happening, but i'm pretty content. eh. i don't know what college i want to go to. or if i even want to go to college. blech. i don't think i really want to deep down, but i have a year to decide. that year's probably gonna go really fast though. kind of like this vacation. it's tuesday already. this time next week we'll all be in sixth period. the second period of my double of physics for me. speaking of school, i hate it. i am pretty sure i failed all of my classes. i just don't want to be in school anymore. but at the same time, i don't want to graduate. i have a fear of growing up and it's taking over my life. i miss being a kid so much and all these grown-up responsibilies that are lurking in my future are getting the best of me. i hope i'll cope.
that's about it. l8r kiddiesss.
life is good right now. nothing too good or too bad happening, but i'm pretty content. eh. i don't know what college i want to go to. or if i even want to go to college. blech. i don't think i really want to deep down, but i have a year to decide. that year's probably gonna go really fast though. kind of like this vacation. it's tuesday already. this time next week we'll all be in sixth period. the second period of my double of physics for me. speaking of school, i hate it. i am pretty sure i failed all of my classes. i just don't want to be in school anymore. but at the same time, i don't want to graduate. i have a fear of growing up and it's taking over my life. i miss being a kid so much and all these grown-up responsibilies that are lurking in my future are getting the best of me. i hope i'll cope.
that's about it. l8r kiddiesss.