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[bananas_an]

Superfantabularific! Ask, and you shall receive. How's this?

ooc: This is a private post for An and Hisoka to discuss matters in an even more secure venue.

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[bananas_an]

I'm worried. He made it sound like he was going to kill himself or...something. Can you guys kill yourselves

[bananas_an]

I meant this post Muraki made the night you rescued Tsuzuki. Watari had posted about something completely different, but I privated him my concerns. I'm not surprised you missed it. You had a LOT going on just then

[bananas_an]

Okay, I don't think anyone can eavesdrop now.

I'm afraid to ask why that's philosophical, but hit me.

Hmmmm, oh, probably. It happens around here all the time. I helped out Kaidoh-kun this past summer, but that's before Akira and I were together. I think so long as you explained before handing me a laundry bag and saying, "Oh, by the way, An, here's your bra and panties," you'd be safe. ^_~

Hisoka, what makes you think you aren't his equal? You have abilities he doesn't. You're the one who brought up cactus. Nah, s'okay. It's not a joke. It was more of an "I cannot believe fangirls" statement.

... Is that why Muraki has a mechanical eye? To hide the evidence? Is that where he gets his power?

I haven't had a chance to shop! We should do that! Fuji-kun enjoys photography, collects cactus and likes wasabi/spicy food, so I'll narrow it down to something dealing with one of those.

Also, I had it from the horse's mouth that they want to include you on planning sessions.

ETA: I watched the anime long before I met any of you.

[bananas_an]

I'm not good at explaining it. I think it's a lot like why you want a powerful shikigami. I want to be able to help, to do something, to not sit on the sidelines and bite my fingernails and I can't, but to complain about it constantly doesn't change things, so it's dumb to do so

Re: The "d word"

[bananas_an]

Things have been...loud. Yeah, I think that describes it best.

Mama's been crying a lot. I think I like it better when she's the other way.

Re: The "d word"

[bananas_an]

Well, that's the way we do things in my family. It's just that the yelling stage never lasts long, or it used to not.

I know that. Up here, you know? It's hard to see her hurting and to see Papa sad. I don't really know what to do. Guess there's nothing I can do, anyway.

...Papa's taking Mama to see "someone" on Thursday. I think that's part of the reason why she's crying so much. It's like...like sometimes she looks at me and I see that part of her I know trapped inside her eyes. Then she's gone. Anyway, it's a little tense. Ahhah. >>

I didn't mean to blow you off in the other post. I didn't want to say anything that'd depress Tsuzuki. He's been through more than enough. I've been busy with finals and getting ready for graduation and looking forward to vacation--well, maybe not quite so much but I don't plan on staying home much--keeping busy. Helps a lot. And I might have been distracted by someone's daring rescue.

^_^ Now, that's something I won't be turning down.

Re: Summer

[bananas_an]

You know I do.

Re: Summer

[bananas_an]

I talk about him all the time!

Re: The world.

[bananas_an]

Not really. You adopted him as a brother. He's one of your important people. You want to be with him and, well, he doesn't have anyone (or thinks he doesn't).

Have you spoken to Lockon-san? I think he might be one of Tieria-san's special people even if he hasn't realized it.

Re: The world.

[bananas_an]

Ah, no I don't. But I keep thinking there's something there I haven't seen yet. You like him, and that's good enough for me. I'm sorry. I tried not to let it show.

...what the--? What the hell is wrong with people? Dammit. And the way he is, he won't accept that his body has to heal, he'll push himself and hurt himself further if he doesn't kill himself outright.

Them? The people who did this to him or someone else?