I dunno how to begin this song from my hideaway...

[bampete]

I was happy today.
And I cried on the bus to school.
Do you know how it feels like forcing yourself to take the next breath? I do.
I've done that all day today.
Hung out with Amanda this afternoon and she helped me forget some worries of mine.
It's her 18th birthday and we're going out drinking on thursday. And saturday. Fun fun fun!
Spend the afternoon

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[bampete]

Fighting, yeah.... that part ain't going to well since I just tried to drown myself in the bathtub earlier, though since I'm still here I wasn't successful, and I cut my ankle again. guh.
Thanks, really <3