today is my mom's birthday! yay happy birthday to my mom. she's 13 now. haha dont say that to her or she'll get mad.

-talked to him
-hugged him
-kissed him
-told him i loved him
-held his hand
-kept a secret from him
-cried because of him
-lied because of him
-didnt sleep all night because of him
-fell asleep smiling because of him
-fell asleep crying because of him

i didnt talk to anyone until 2nd block. i think it may be a record. i said hello to a couple people but mostly i was quiet. i'm a little proud of myself. and i told david something today (yes i'm being cryptic, yes it's for a purpose.) and he cared about me about this subject that i will tell certain few in a later setting, don't chase after me ( Read more... )

okay. i think its funny how so many white people and (not just white people but majority is white) basically adore japan and wiosh they were japanese and stuff when really if they were to go over there they would be shunned out. japan hates you. and i hate japan. and thats why. how can you idolize something that doesnt even like you? its complete ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i bought my morning gory stuff it should be here anytime from tomorrow to next wednesday ( Read more... )

i liked being deep in conversation about nothing with your arm around my waist. it showed me you were willing to hold on to my every word even if you couldnt hear them. you stared at me and smiled at my words that you weren't comprehending. i understood one day you'd be gone but i wanted you to just lie to me, say you cared, and fake it like it was ( Read more... )

everytime i get down because of you i try to talk myself into believing the same lies. ive been telling myself for so long that you can't mean anything to me anymore because i don't miss you like i used to. for the longest time i didnt even realize that i was lying. i knew i was always able to lie well when i needed to, or when it was something i ( Read more... )

okay the better half of my list didnt show up SOOOO i'm making a printed out list. if u want one just ask. im mostly making this list for my brother and sister i dont actually expect people to get out there and buy me these things. <3 dont forget to post your own lists!

hokay clickie the linkies to view ( Read more... )

also, i'd like to challenge abby ( Read more... )