my new journal is

Im at the mercy of the torrents...
I flow with my own emotions that i cant control
why do i bother with a raft
when i always fall out
Splash
im down
I know its useless...but i climb back
just to fall again
with another torrent
Splash

well ive had fun
Went over to trista's
Hung with jakey and liz
Locked keys in door.
Felt like i was bringing everyone down

Josh if you need me...
im here
Whether peeing or not.
But its all good.

~Ben

If i could i would be with you whenever i could...
Can you say the same?

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I had the chance to spend the day with you.
But my parentals wouldnt allow it...
THAT SUCKS!!!

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Im really happy
All the things that have been wrong for the past year hve come together.
Its..shes wonderful

Trumbaer is coming up
i think ill go streaking again.
ill watch out for jessica this time....
i like my balls how they are.

well bye

~Ben

To say
Repeatedly
I miss you
Sometimes
Takes
Affect

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