wow we lost..by a lot..in the 5th inning aka mercy rule lol. 16-0!! ya, and i messed up like crazy. i dove for a line drive and caught it..but dropped it. :-P few other "cool" moves like that, blah. i missed 2 throw downs! gah, one was an over throw, and struck out twice. nice for my first time starting on varsity!! lol. anyways, aside from that ( Read more... )

ive been thinking. and well, we went to NYC for a field trip to see candide, we being mostly the arts department, band, chorus, drama members, plus a bunch of teachers and their spouses...and kids......Mr. Kleber decided to bring his son Evan along with his wife. I kinda felt bad for Evan b/c i know exactly how he feels, being a teachers kid and ( Read more... )

heres my english essay that im handing in tomorow, i figure if i put them on here i cant lose the damn things when my fuckign computer crashes like it did last friday. fucking piece of shit. i hadda get a new hard drive which i put in and programmed myself. go me :-D. anyways, its another one i can be proud of i guess, and its just under the word ( Read more... )

ok so, ya, found out a few days ago that the summer days of maine that i have had since my mother was pregnant with me are most likely ended. i called the g-rents today (my moms been bothering me to b/c i havent in a few days for lack of time) and asked them about it and Papa said that he thinks they're too old to continue going up there for me ( Read more... )

i was bored, b/c im home sick today w/a sinus infection and double ear infection...blahhhhhh no break from being sick. oh yeah not to mention i'm sick if being messed with and u know who u are...anyways so i did this thingy

001. I miss somebody right now. (a lot of ppl, actually. happens when u have friends that u hardly see)
002. I watch more tv ( Read more... )

Heres my essay that im handing into english class. im really really proud of it lol so thats why im putting it up on here ( Read more... )

well two things are resolved and one thing is half resolved. someone started talkin to me again yesterday for the first time in a month or so, all cuz i asked him if he had my mom for next semester. milla appoligized. i was shocked. thanks girl, if ur reading this. i owe rachel one....anyways, another...issue is partly resolved but we wont go there ( Read more... )

wow just when i thought i was doing the right thing it turns around and bites me in the ass...and i end up getting hurt by my own actions. i'm a smart one all right...idk how to fix it now. im like screwed either way. i thought things would be easy. i'd just smile and carry on as if nothing happened. but i cant do that. i had to actually fight to ( Read more... )

yeah obviously i like screwing up. its what i do best i guess. maybe i should just stop talking. become a loner. cuz its obvious that whenever i open my mouth to speak or move my body to act it comes out for the worse not for the better and i ending up hurting people rather than avoiding it. to everyone whos life i ever screwed up in any way, shape ( Read more... )

well well. yet another inspiration here we go. :-P first trivial stuff thats happened in the last few days. i started goin out w/my current bf on the 17th. it's definitely been a long time in the coming cuz we've liked eachother forever, and we were really really close before also. he treats me like gold, and totally respects me, which i truly ( Read more... )