fuck you, livejournal. go die and rot in fucking hell. go eat your shit, get reinfected with your own disease and die.  find the eighth circle of hell and burn eternally. fuck. you.

not sarcastic. i've spent the last 4 and a half hours getting an eighth of the way done. With only that one part. then there's the bibliography and class notes. shit. more than i can chew bitten right off, and pessimism back in full fucking swing. fuck. and the worst part of it is that i'm trying as hard as i can, but i can't fucking focus for shit ( Read more... )

Oh! Oh oh one! Oh oh one ( Read more... )

Walking away.
It's not the same as running.
Is it to you now that you've run us in this ground.
And you say take this.
This medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow, choke, and die.

And this bitter pill is leaving you
with such an angry mouth.
One that's void of all discretion
such an awful tearing sound.
With it's measure only equal by the power of my ( Read more... )

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down ( Read more... )

i still haven't finished that paper.  it's only four and a half short paragraphs away, and then i can move on to the next.  and i think the reason i can't do it is because of what's going on right now.  if i have to figure that shit out before i can get my ass in gear and write all this stuff then FUCK!! because i don't think i can do that.  why am ( Read more... )

I’m going to the capitol.  I went to the capitol, and it's fucking beautiful at night.  you should all do it once.  just remember a hat.

seriously.  where is this energy.  perhaps another night with minimal sleep.  fruit loops are good.  a glass of champaigne gets better as you drink it.  BUTT!!  most of the time the reason that i don't post is that i can't find the words.  i wish there were time.  time to read the whole book, time to study all te speeches.  time to spend with love ( Read more... )

so i didn't want to lose all that but i wasn't done so i'm continuing here.  you see my computer occasionally dies and gets me frustrated.  so i've seen This episode 7 times.  sometimes hair should be behind the shoulder.  sodie pop.  can of pop for forty cents why not just call it soda?  it's fucking soda.  it's not pop, it's at the very most snap ( Read more... )

30 out of 30!  makes up for the 0 out of 20 on the same day.  i guess.  i've seen this episode of degrassi 8 times.  william faulkner.  Barnburning.  The Sound and the Fury.  Kiy. kiykiy.  stream of consciousness.  pictures that make me want to be somewhere.  The sound of jack's manequin amazing but the video mediocre at best. moosie.  no sleep but ( Read more... )