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i still haven't finished that paper. it's only four and a half short paragraphs away, and then i can move on to the next. and i think the reason i can't do it is because of what's going on right now. if i have to figure that shit out before i can get my ass in gear and write all this stuff then FUCK!! because i don't think i can do that. why am i sleeping? obviously i don't mean right now. i mean all semester right until a month ago i would groan about staying up, but i would stay up. what the hell? why can't i do that now? when i actually need to. NEED. what do i need? why are there so many questions? why did that have to be a question? i hate questions. what do i need. i'm open to suggestions. i think i need some modest mouse. the modest mouse that i don't have with me. the old albums. wow, that was all written twelve hours ago. well, i need to get my ass in gear.