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Jul 25, 2010 17:49

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I feel. Hmm.

Empty.

I don't hurt. I took the longest shower I've ever had and nothing bad happened. I hugged a strange man without wounding or crying. I can't hear my snakes and I don't miss my babies.

This is not happiness. But being nothing inside is better than being... Her.

I'm tired of feeling that way.

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a good mood for once, empty, opened my eyes, event, everybody's got the right to be happy, wish i were here, i will survive, first person

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threeheadeddog July 25 2010, 22:48:42 UTC
a steak

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badsnakeday July 25 2010, 22:50:30 UTC
I can get you that, puppy.

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threeheadeddog July 25 2010, 22:52:51 UTC
icome with if thats ok i need to get outside im so blah

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badsnakeday July 25 2010, 22:56:34 UTC
Whatever.

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blindriches July 25 2010, 23:14:31 UTC
[he sounds skeptical]

You're serious?

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badsnakeday July 25 2010, 23:18:47 UTC
[Medusa sounds almost monotone. But happy.]

As a heart attack.

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[voice] blindriches July 26 2010, 05:39:23 UTC
Hmmm.

In that case I'll take a gelato.

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[voice] badsnakeday July 26 2010, 05:40:38 UTC
Great. Any flavor?

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badsnakeday July 26 2010, 13:47:45 UTC
Important to stay healthy. I will bring you back something nice.

Look at how normal I am. See? See?

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badsnakeday July 26 2010, 15:31:20 UTC
I'd like to think so. Everyone has to be right once in a while.

... I had a fight with Bia and all of B's hair fell out. I've been very busy. You?

Isn't your gay boyfriend a psychologist? Can he make me feel this way all the time? Numb.

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