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Jul 25, 2010 17:49

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I feel. Hmm.

Empty.

I don't hurt. I took the longest shower I've ever had and nothing bad happened. I hugged a strange man without wounding or crying. I can't hear my snakes and I don't miss my babies.

This is not happiness. But being nothing inside is better than being... Her.

I'm tired of feeling that way.

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a good mood for once, empty, opened my eyes, event, everybody's got the right to be happy, wish i were here, i will survive, first person

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badsnakeday July 26 2010, 13:47:45 UTC
Important to stay healthy. I will bring you back something nice.

Look at how normal I am. See? See?

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badsnakeday July 26 2010, 15:31:20 UTC
I'd like to think so. Everyone has to be right once in a while.

... I had a fight with Bia and all of B's hair fell out. I've been very busy. You?

Isn't your gay boyfriend a psychologist? Can he make me feel this way all the time? Numb.

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<333 badsnakeday July 27 2010, 16:34:36 UTC
We're fine. It's all leftover from the Cronus sickness that's all. I've been giving her lotion and she almost seems to be fine.

Fighting is good for the soul.

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badsnakeday July 27 2010, 19:12:54 UTC
Just lucky.

Knowing that you have the capacity to break someone's bones is power. Being able to do so is strength. Perhaps you will see.

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