hey so big bang was a bad idea

[badjujuboo]

really

Comments

[drivetothestars]

I AM LIKE THAT. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
seriously, i hate hurting them so so much!!!! i usually try to do it when i'm in a bad mood and then i get really vindictive about it ooooops

[badjujuboo]

BAHAHA ily Idk. its just so hard and i dont WANT to do this but it has to be done and jjdalk; Maybe i should just sleep on it

[junkshop_disco]

I don't get that with fic (because lbr, I never write anything super serious) but with original writing, absolutely. In the last novel I wrote, I had to kill the one person the narrator relied on for support and love and... yeah. That was a really bad week. Basically I just had to... method write it. I literally put a record that made me feel awful on and listened to it until I was weeping, and then in that state, I wrote his reaction and afterwards I could not bear to read it back. I rewarded myself by writing 500 words of utter fluff that was completely unrelated where another character just is super, super nice to the narrator.

[badjujuboo]

i have the mood music. i have the feelings i just don't have the words or i hate what i put down because .. basically EVERYONE is going to hate this character after this. It's his fault - yes. but still i mean. This is not nice and i just wanna skip to the good bit LOL

Also JD PLEASE REMIND ME NO FESTS ETC IN THE FUTURE

[junkshop_disco]

Just write it. You can always edit it later.

NO FESTS. apple_pathways and I have a support group for that. It's like AA, but we swapped accepting a higher power for accepting disco.

[badjujuboo]

disco happened.
I love ABBA so i can get behind that

[mab_di]

I've got nothing in the way of advice other than to say you are awesome for feeling.

[badjujuboo]

Aww but sympathy is enough lol xoxo

[popfly]

If it makes you feel better, only 15k of the fic is due on the 20th! It doesn't even have to be complete, it just has to be 15k. Then you have until the 30th to get your final draft done. TEN WHOLE EXTRA DAYS! A CUSHION, IF YOU WILL.

You can do it. I have faith. If I can (she who has an average word count of 3k in fic) than you can too! *swishes pom-poms*

(Imagine my icon is kicking your butt into action. GO GIRL GO.)

[badjujuboo]

Can you just fly over so I can hug you?? I thought the whole thing was due!!!! You just seriously made NY say so much better, Liz xoxo

[popfly]

Hug Brie twice in April, one can be for me. ♥

[badjujuboo]

Will do!!!