hey so big bang was a bad idea
really.
it's not that i don't love my fic. because i do. i love what happens and i've been so SO excited about writing it (finding time with xmas and all my real life PROBLEMS has been difficult) and churning out words has been fun with the prereader gang that I'm so SO lucky to have.
Yet my regular issue has reared its ugly head. The downward spiral towards the end, to that final -fin- moment and I know how to get there and i have the WHOLE thing plotted with not!fic but... I just am up to the angstiest moments of this and i just HATE hurting my characters. I mean - i know what happens and I know what i'm eventually going to get to but. UGH IT HURTS TO HURT THEM?
Am i actually insane for this? Or are there other people out there that do thing similar that can come join my special snowflake train?
Maybe i need to get away from these boys for a night? I know I don't really HAVE a night (HAHAH DUE ON THE TWENTIETH!!) but I'm not sure I can write THEM tonight. Or maybe i'm just looking for excuses for you to leave prompts and me to write crap??
either way. discuss:
it's not that i don't love my fic. because i do. i love what happens and i've been so SO excited about writing it (finding time with xmas and all my real life PROBLEMS has been difficult) and churning out words has been fun with the prereader gang that I'm so SO lucky to have.
Yet my regular issue has reared its ugly head. The downward spiral towards the end, to that final -fin- moment and I know how to get there and i have the WHOLE thing plotted with not!fic but... I just am up to the angstiest moments of this and i just HATE hurting my characters. I mean - i know what happens and I know what i'm eventually going to get to but. UGH IT HURTS TO HURT THEM?
Am i actually insane for this? Or are there other people out there that do thing similar that can come join my special snowflake train?
Maybe i need to get away from these boys for a night? I know I don't really HAVE a night (HAHAH DUE ON THE TWENTIETH!!) but I'm not sure I can write THEM tonight. Or maybe i'm just looking for excuses for you to leave prompts and me to write crap??
either way. discuss: