yeah, its 1 am on christmas morning and im up. i cant really sleep. i love spending christmas with my family and all, but i wish i could see dylan. ill see him all christmas break, but hes important to me and its like i have to block that out because my dad cant find out just why dylan is so important to me ( Read more... )

i've gone to visit Jimmy in the hospital a few times this week. it's been depressing, but i know he will make it and he'll be fine. i just know it.

not much to update about. just got off the phone with dylan, so that put me in a good mood to begin writing in here.

squatch practice tonight. hopefully going to see a movie with jimmy and spinner afterwards. then seeing dylan tomorrow. three cheers for that!