I don't see the point in writing in this cause no one looks at it anymore

Uhhhh I'm chillin in a fuckin treatment center for 5 months and another 9

I haven't updated in a while but things have been going great not with school or ne thing but with friends and my "special friend" i can't say her name in case her parents read this but everything is great with her and i'm soooooooooooooooooooo happy.

I love you baby <3

Today was the best day i've had in 2 weeks and only a few ppl know y. Deanna I love you so much and I told you i'd do anything for you but this time I proved it just like i'll prove I changed.

I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much baby <3

Ughhh today sux...bout to go to work at 4 till fuckin 11...till then waiting and hoping deanna calls me
I love you baby <3

I decieded i'm gonna go completely clean as in no more drinking and no more smoking the biggest reason is cause i want deannas parents to like me again and if they still don't then just cause its the right thing to do.

I love you Deanna

I don't really have ne thing to talk about any more...Deanna was my whole life almost every entry had to do with her and i'm just to upset to write about the other bullshit you call life. I'm not gonna go out with any one or do shit with any one until deanna tells me she will never give me another chance and i hope she never says that. Until she ( Read more... )

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo sorry and I know I messed up but I never will again even if i wanted to i can't even think about other girls i'm so in love with you. I love you Deanna and please baby check ur messages on ur phone

I love you baby forever whether were together or not your the only one i've ever loved.

Wow I came close to losing the most important person in the world to me...again...I'm so glad we didn't break up baby and were deffinatly goin to be together forever. And I have to mention it in here cause I can't get over it...YOU ARE SOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL LIKE WOW...I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH BABY <3<3<3 ( Read more... )

Well i got yelled at by my boss tonight for goin to work high. He was like this is the 4th time i noticed you were high or drunk and if i catch you again your fired so just stay away from teh shit...then he went into tellin me how he used to be a stoner and how bad it is and shit. I miss my baby soooooooooooooooooo bad but i will get to see her ( Read more... )