breathe in...our smoke ( Read more... )

my day has started off pretty good. it hasnt been like that in a while. i feel pretty good right now. there is only a few things i have to fix. but in time they will allow themselves to concure with the world. haha. me and alex are listening to music, and all is good.

aye aye aye aye aye. unstoppable jabberjaw nonsense. all i can do is walk away. you'd think walkin' away helps avoid confrentation. but it only worsens it. more anger only arises from the situation. and im on the worse roller coaster of my life. literally, i mean one second we're joyful as fuck and ready to marry, then BAM!, in the blink of an eye ( Read more... )

and it begins again. a new year, to accomplish many many things. what they are? i have no fuckin clue. but seeing as the last year was better than the one before, this one should be better than the one before. make sense? read it over again. i will be nicer, not try like the rest of you, i will not but such a dickhead all the time... unless i have ( Read more... )

so im in class. and myspace is getting kinda boring. and good ol livejournal saves the day. i miss it. im seating next to my man james ferris (but its pronounced fah-reese) and my other pal russell. russell and james are discussing about how shit whataburger is because they dont put ketchup on their burgers. by the way james works there. and stil ( Read more... )

damn. i havent posted in the longest time.
nothin has really changed.
paso del norte sucks.
i got kicked out of my moms house.... again.
but im back. again.
eric page is my new bitch.
and im bad.
im out.
i hve shit to write about.
peace!

fuck man. i fuckin hate paso del norte academy. the teachers here baby everybody way too damn much. i mean fuck. how old do these ppl think i am?! granted, some ppl in this place need even more babying than this. some ppl would kno where to write their names on papers if they wernt told to do so. i do my work. then i sleep. constant routine. turn ( Read more... )

ok so last night was everytime i die. and my ass still hurts cuz they raped me. i thought they put on a really good show. really clear and stage preformance is beyond greatness. i loved it. i crowd surfed for a good three seconds. more than ever before in my life. i loved it. i threw my self off some speakers too. i didnt giv a fuh!!! fuckin austin ( Read more... )

ok ok. so i jus took a trip down memory lane. and i read some of my old eljay entries. man the shit that i go through. oh well. alls well that ends well. lmao. shit is somewhat better now. i have a steady job. as long as i dont fuck up. and im at skool as i type. and its not too badd. every time i die is tonite. and i saw the early november last ( Read more... )

ok ok. lets see if this still guorks. ummm. i dont go to burges anymore. im at haggard ass paso del norte. it blows ass. and i have a jobb now too! so life isnt too badd. me & -juli- are still great. and well frankly thats all that matters. i kno some birthdays are comin up so happy birthday to u all! u kno who u are. mine is in a couple weeks too ( Read more... )