this scar is just a freckle on my porcelain skin.
aye aye aye aye aye. unstoppable jabberjaw nonsense. all i can do is walk away. you'd think walkin' away helps avoid confrentation. but it only worsens it. more anger only arises from the situation. and im on the worse roller coaster of my life. literally, i mean one second we're joyful as fuck and ready to marry, then BAM!, in the blink of an eye there it is miserably tormented and our only escape is pretending it never happend. sleep comes to me as often as a million dollars fall out of skies. i need escape, i need.... tranquility. this new year..... not following my directives with accordingly. ugh, brighten up sunshine, burst through and allow me to feel warmth again. ha, take it easy.