I hate Ian B. Johnson because he is perfect. Is that a bad reason to hate some one?

He is perfect in every way imaginable. He is talented. He is friendly. He has money. He is driven. He is everything that i wish i was. He has a beautiful girlfriend. He has friends in high places. I only have friends in high places.  The life that Ian B. ( Read more... )

Last night was a very good night. very sleepy and slow, but revealing. Last night it was just me clayton and sophie. we danced, we sang, we movied, we chilled. and it was strange, cuase the entire night i listened to myself and the things that i was saying as if i were in the third person. a ghost, listening to the conversation in the room. I ( Read more... )

Ahhhh. I'm back in tacoma for the summer and hell yes. But lets not forget the bumps on the road of life ahead. Geh. Tomorrow i have to get to seattle some how, and that some how is the bus. And i don't remember if i told you but buses, they are about my least favorite things in the world. I hate buses like i hate little else. They make me so ( Read more... )

i love new york. period.

I can't hold my eyelids open. i can't find the letters on the keyboard in my mind, let alone the keyboard, to make words and sentances. I can't think about anything more concrete then whether or not i'm going to be able to think another thought. i can't even make anything that makes anysense to me either. all of this jibber jabber is ( Read more... )

i hate that money is an object ( Read more... )

I hate school. It is such a chore, such an unpleasant task ridden chore. I hate all of my classes. They are menial and flat. They are wasting my time. I would rather have a 9-5 job doing something. (Something interesting/fun preferably but shit, i would do what i do now just so that i can have a life after work. I could sit 8 hours behind a ( Read more... )

Don't got a lot to say. Just some idle time and some itchy fingers ( Read more... )

weekend where i don't have to do a damn thing. I am gettig to the point where having so much to do is too much. I want to relax and get a good night's sleep and wake up at 9 or 10 and go get breakfast. I want to come home and get my home work done early on saturday and have nothing to do for 36 hours ( Read more... )

when some one smiles for you ( Read more... )