so i'm on vaca for 5 days. i'm excited... ready to get moving. learning to run sucks. no one wants to get up early to go with me and i'm such a beginner i doubt anyone is as slow as me anyhow. oh well. i take copper with me and he seems to love it. even when he's tripping me... he loves it. ;) he's so bad but so cute i don't care.

it's been forever since i updated. i know... i've been slacking. i think getting older is making me a slacker. anyhow, there's this park near where i live that is kinda small but has a playground and a mini bridge and field .. anyhow i love it. i wish it were as big as avon park though. why isn't there any super nice fun play parks on the south ( Read more... )

I feel like maybe i was a complete ass to those i cared about in highschool. if any of you read this know i am soo soo sorry. i didn't even realize at the time that i was being an ass. so to zack, aja and troy. i am truly sorry. please forgive me.

So i have a new puppy, just got him. his name is Copper as in the hound dog from the movie the Fox and the hound. "i'm copper, i'm a hound dog arooo roo roo roo roo" so cute! and so is he. but he's definately a chewer.  so adorable though, he cries everytime cameron leaves the room... not me... cameron.  so cute! i love puppies. oh he's A beagle ( Read more... )

Hey it's the week-end, and i still have no idea what to say. everybody seems to be sick. that is really bad for me because my sick sympathy amount has been low for quite awhile, which is really bad. i just hear so much coughing and cam getting sick so often that i've just started ignoring it. that makes me seem like a bitch for sure. i know someday ( Read more... )

Testing, Testing
So, i talked to Aja on facebook and somehow it led to we should start posting again of livejournal. After reading hers i have no idea what to say on mine. a lot has changed since my last post. shoot... i was still dating alec. it's been years. i'm married now and yep i guess that's enough. being married changes everything. ( Read more... )

i don't know how i am meant to feel anymore. this is so hard. i know no one reads this anymore but if someone does...... when does it get easier?

It's been so long I actually forgot this thing existed anyone out there?

Well, i went to alec's house where he made me dinner and gave me cheesecake. it was really good but he got um, horny. i just didn't want to do anything. i have felt that way for awhile and i think he got a little mad about it but i can't tell. he wouldn't tell me if he was. Tomorrow i am hanging out with aja and jenny and two other people i don't ( Read more... )

I just bought and ate BOSCO STICKS. yum