so because of a relationship issue, i am having a lot of trouble with trust, i guess.
i really sort of want to talk to someone about it.
but...i am not sure i trust anyone enough now.
dilemma.

 so i've been reading a lot on the only true source of information, wikipedia, and have new knowledge on a ton of funny-ass shit music-wise ( Read more... )

until i  can afford to pay for just 1 month of the upgraded LJ to get the ads away on my other account i'll just be using this ( Read more... )

what is it with girls breaking it off with me by just ignoring me for a long period of time and assuming i'll figure it out. it's definitely disappointing and overall pretty hurtful to wait around for a long time and not get the honesty to even be talked to. it's a pretty shitty deal.
i'm only home for 6 more days. i originally couldn't wait to come ( Read more... )

this journal is being abandoned. for those still interested, my new livejournal account will appropriately be "hazygoose."
that will pretty much be where i spend my time making music lists or talking about random shit, rather than recalling life events, since i am too lazy to get a blogspot and keep up with it.
so yeah, add me, bitches. 

1st guild...ka tet
left due to GM being a stupid, pretentious prick

2nd guild...legio ferrata
left due to christian awkwardness

invitations from SPQR, Good Times, and Thanatos. Rejected Good Times since the only person I knew it it left and said they sucked.

Guild Name: The Ka Tet
Server Ranking: 98
Horde Ranking: 28

Guild Name: Legio Ferrata
Server ( Read more... )

 friendships can be changed so easily.
some relationships are very confusing...

after coming back to norman i realized how very little interest someone can keep about your company when you're not there to see them everyday. honestly i only saw brett 4 times, which is weird as i had imagined seeing him almost every day like before i left for school.

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 brett has a girlfriend. i am happy for him, since his previous breakup was kind of crazy and awkward. plus, i never told him, and i really didn't know her, but i wasn't a big fan of the last one. i can't wait to meet the new one and fake hit on her to test her. lol...joking...but i hope she's cool enough to be a "hang out with his friends" ( Read more... )

it's inside of three weeks ( Read more... )

 and i have to wake up at 9 to do some physics homework, then go to physics ( Read more... )