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well today was the day we start moving we got the whole way to illinois. the whole ride there all i could think of is spig and how much i am goin to miss seeing her and having her to make me happy. spig and i only have been dating since may 14th but it seems like we have been dating for 2 years. we are just so comfortable with each other. i tell ( Read more... )

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well lately i have been hanging out with this girl. she is pretty much the coolest girl in the world. we have so much in commen and we get along so well. i am not goin to say i like her cause i know in the end i will only get hurt and only hurt her. since i am moving far far away. oh well i cant change that now. well we just had our band concert ( Read more... )

well i have only 52 days till i move and never see ppl again. this weekend i went to missouri to look at houses and the houses are nice but there is nothing out there at all. and there are like houses around that look like a junk yard with like 20 broken down cars and stuff like that. at the one place i saw a kid outside playing with a hand gun. ( Read more... )

well i just got back from the band trip. we went to see Stomp it was amazing. after that we went back to the hotel and i was running around and was in the girls rooms most of the time talking. then after i had to go to my room to sleep i stayed up with my roommates who were seth and josh so that was fun. we played a game called "have you ever" that ( Read more... )

well lets see in the past month i found out i am moving to missouri. yea it sucks. well we were supose to move on May 22th but mother toke leave and now we aren't leaving til june 20th. it is horrible. i wish i didn't have to leave but i know i have to do i am being strong for my mother. even though i still always see her crying about it. but i am ( Read more... )

well i am in a really bad mood right now. i still have no prom date and megan keeps fucking with me and everythime i ask her if she wants to go with me she says maybe. what the fuck i need to know now to get the tux and make sure i have the coler to match her but oh well. fuck it i am not goin to prom. you know what fuck her too. i dont want to go ( Read more... )

well i havn't wrote in here for awhile so i figured i would. well its been goin pretty good lately. well besides the grad project. well i am doin my paper on a instrument and restoration specialist. which i job shadowed one of them and i really enjoyed it. i think i could have that job for the rest of my life. i just hate writing the paper part. oh ( Read more... )

well lets see i dont really do anything anymore. most of my friends still hate me and dont want to hangout with me. they say they dont want to cause i am in love with megan still. but i can't help it i told her things i never to anyone. i did everything for her. i still would do anything for her. just to get her back. well today i went to see her ( Read more... )