well lets see
well lets see in the past month i found out i am moving to missouri. yea it sucks. well we were supose to move on May 22th but mother toke leave and now we aren't leaving til june 20th. it is horrible. i wish i didn't have to leave but i know i have to do i am being strong for my mother. even though i still always see her crying about it. but i am trying my hardest to keep it a secret from her that i dont want to move. i just keep telling her i dont care if we move. but it hurts so much. oh well maybe this will be good for me. i hope so. i just dont want this to ruin my life even more. and i just finally found a girl who appreciates me for who i am. she makes me so happy and now i am moving after i become happy i have to leave her and prob never see her again. we are not bf/gf because i dont want to hurt her when i have to move even though its still goin to hurt. i just wish i could move acouple of ppl with me to make sure i will have friends there. it toke me so long to get some good friends and now when i get good friends i have to leave them. it is goin to be just like middle school all over again having no friends at all. if i go there and they have shows it will make me happy but if they are pussy shows where no one dances i will pun ch everyone there in the fucking face. mom told me that everyone told her that if anyone gives me shit that i will beat the shit out of them. and mom even told me i prob would and she is right. i wont take shit from ppl anymore i have turned into a huge asshole. ppl just piss me off anymore so fast. i guess i am tired of ppl treating me like shit. oh well fuck ppl. i am really sad that i have to leave kylee, i just wish i would have met her earlier so i could have had more time to spend with her. i can't change that now. i just wish it would work out for me. oh well. well that about it
-corey-
-corey-