ADVENT CALENDAR - December 13th for alice_montrose
Hello!!
I'm late! I'm still so very late TOT
I'm sorry for posting your Christmas Ficlet so late but I still hope that you'll like it♥
For alice_montrose
December 13th
Character(s)/Pairing: Mordred
Fandom: Arthurian Legends
Title: Yesterday I died
Prompt by lucre_noin
Song: Shattered by Trading Yesterday
Summary: Mordred has always craved for Arthur's recognition for his love. Will he ever been able to forget?
YESTERDAY I DIE
The sun is going down. The sky is a bloody red. Or perhaps is the earth?
I think I’m lying on my back looking at the sky. But perhaps am I lying face down? Perhaps is that why I can’t breathe anymore?
I’m looking for my sword. I can’t give up. I am still on the battlefield. I’m here to fight. My shaking hand found what I was looking for; your hand to hold tight.
Everything is silent. Battle cries, clashing sounds of swords, nothing I can hear anymore. Your lips are moving, no words that I can understand anymore.
Blue veiled eyes, royal eyes, the very same eyes as mine, are looking at me. Those eyes I pleaded everyday to recognize mine, those very same eyes that avoided mine. Now, those eyes are seeing me, only me, at last.
It has begun to rain. Warm raindrops are running down my face. My eyes forgot how to cry a long time ago. Perhaps is my impure blood at last giving up on me? Perhaps will I once open my eyes, clean, my heart not bleeding anymore, my heart loving once again?
I don’t feel anything anymore, I can’t see you anymore, I just can feel the caress of the wind, is that your breath Arthur? I can feel death calling me, or is that your voice father?
“Morty!”
It is father’s voice.
“Morty! Get up!”
I’m once again lying on my matress.
I’m getting up from my bed, rubbing my sleepy eyes and slowly go down the stairs to not fall. I enter the kitchen and smell the good smell of pancakes, mum’s pancakes are the best in the whole world.
I took a chaise and drag it across the floor next to the window. I climb on it to be able to look through the window. The sky is a light blue.
“Daddy? When will the sky be all red?” I ask him.
“Morty” my daddy sighs as he always does when I ask him this very question “The sky is blue. It’ll never be red”
I sigh myself feeling like crying. The sky has to be red for my dream to come true. My mum comes next to me and gently ran her hand through my hair.
“You know, in some places the sky may have any color” she smiles at me “We’ll go see that one day, okay?”
I am smiling once again.
Daddy and mummy are the best. They do love me and take care of me. I like to watch them take their breakfast with me. I like to watch mummy kiss dad good bye. I like dad teaching me football. I like mummy to read me bedtime stories and kissing me goodnight. I really like them.
But daddy and mummy are not mine. I know that. I can fell that father is waiting somewhere for me and I’ll find him one day. Then, the sky will be a beautiful red once again and father will be there for me, just for me.
I swore it a lifetime ago.
♥♥♥♥♥
LYRICS
Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown
As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
And the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
Love gone for so long
This day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold
And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on
But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced
All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over
Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer
And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on
But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced
All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over
Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes his love will conquer all
Yesterday I died, tommorrows bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
Meme: Request a fanfic for CHRISTMAS!!!
REQUEST : A DRABBLE FOR CHRISTMAS 2010
Day
For
Fandom
Character(s)/Pairing
Prompt
From
11 *
x_posed_again
Harry Potter
Marcus/Oliver
If You Were Gay by AvenueQ
miya_tenaka
12 *
shiny_glor_chan
Batman
Jason/Steph/Tim
The Feel Good Drag by Anberlin
x_posed_again
13 *
alice_montrose
Arthurian Legends
Mordred
Shattered by Trading yesterday
lucre_noin
Hon, I hope you'll like that little ficlet!
I don't know but I always have to write something like that when I'm writting about Mordred...
I'm late! I'm still so very late TOT
I'm sorry for posting your Christmas Ficlet so late but I still hope that you'll like it♥
For alice_montrose
December 13th
Character(s)/Pairing: Mordred
Fandom: Arthurian Legends
Title: Yesterday I died
Prompt by lucre_noin
Song: Shattered by Trading Yesterday
Summary: Mordred has always craved for Arthur's recognition for his love. Will he ever been able to forget?
YESTERDAY I DIE
Click to viewThe sun is going down. The sky is a bloody red. Or perhaps is the earth?
I think I’m lying on my back looking at the sky. But perhaps am I lying face down? Perhaps is that why I can’t breathe anymore?
I’m looking for my sword. I can’t give up. I am still on the battlefield. I’m here to fight. My shaking hand found what I was looking for; your hand to hold tight.
Everything is silent. Battle cries, clashing sounds of swords, nothing I can hear anymore. Your lips are moving, no words that I can understand anymore.
Blue veiled eyes, royal eyes, the very same eyes as mine, are looking at me. Those eyes I pleaded everyday to recognize mine, those very same eyes that avoided mine. Now, those eyes are seeing me, only me, at last.
It has begun to rain. Warm raindrops are running down my face. My eyes forgot how to cry a long time ago. Perhaps is my impure blood at last giving up on me? Perhaps will I once open my eyes, clean, my heart not bleeding anymore, my heart loving once again?
I don’t feel anything anymore, I can’t see you anymore, I just can feel the caress of the wind, is that your breath Arthur? I can feel death calling me, or is that your voice father?
“Morty!”
It is father’s voice.
“Morty! Get up!”
I’m once again lying on my matress.
I’m getting up from my bed, rubbing my sleepy eyes and slowly go down the stairs to not fall. I enter the kitchen and smell the good smell of pancakes, mum’s pancakes are the best in the whole world.
I took a chaise and drag it across the floor next to the window. I climb on it to be able to look through the window. The sky is a light blue.
“Daddy? When will the sky be all red?” I ask him.
“Morty” my daddy sighs as he always does when I ask him this very question “The sky is blue. It’ll never be red”
I sigh myself feeling like crying. The sky has to be red for my dream to come true. My mum comes next to me and gently ran her hand through my hair.
“You know, in some places the sky may have any color” she smiles at me “We’ll go see that one day, okay?”
I am smiling once again.
Daddy and mummy are the best. They do love me and take care of me. I like to watch them take their breakfast with me. I like to watch mummy kiss dad good bye. I like dad teaching me football. I like mummy to read me bedtime stories and kissing me goodnight. I really like them.
But daddy and mummy are not mine. I know that. I can fell that father is waiting somewhere for me and I’ll find him one day. Then, the sky will be a beautiful red once again and father will be there for me, just for me.
I swore it a lifetime ago.
♥♥♥♥♥
LYRICS
Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown
As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
And the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
Love gone for so long
This day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold
And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on
But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced
All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over
Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer
And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on
But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning
Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced
All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over
Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes his love will conquer all
Yesterday I died, tommorrows bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
Meme: Request a fanfic for CHRISTMAS!!!
REQUEST : A DRABBLE FOR CHRISTMAS 2010
Day
For
Fandom
Character(s)/Pairing
Prompt
From
11 *
x_posed_again
Harry Potter
Marcus/Oliver
If You Were Gay by AvenueQ
miya_tenaka
12 *
shiny_glor_chan
Batman
Jason/Steph/Tim
The Feel Good Drag by Anberlin
x_posed_again
13 *
alice_montrose
Arthurian Legends
Mordred
Shattered by Trading yesterday
lucre_noin
Hon, I hope you'll like that little ficlet!
I don't know but I always have to write something like that when I'm writting about Mordred...