i realized that he's been the one all along, except now it's too late.

seriously guys, what's wrong with me that i can't just let people love me.

Vegas should change it's slogan to Las Vegas: great place to visit. Worst place in the world to live ( Read more... )

i'm coming home.

for good.

so it's weird that people still update their livejournals. i figured myspace and facebook had killed lj. i remember back in the day joking with macy that everyone should come to an lj dinner and wear their usernames ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend.

las vegas is starting to feel more like home.

the sky in las vegas looks fake. honestly. if you've ever been inside the forum shops at caesar's palace and looked at the sky painted on the ceiling, that's what it looks like outside here. and the clouds are orange. it's nothing like home. except that it is home. because i live here. i remember growing up when i would vacation here ad we would be ( Read more... )

so today is like the big day to get ready for tomorrow morning's departure. my car's fuel pump broke yesterday. that was not so much fun. then the moving van was M.I.A. so that was also not so much fun ( Read more... )

everyone knows how i bent over backwards for robert and how he treated me like shit right? so i have done nothing to imply that i want anything to do with him, and it seems like more often than not i come home to this shit ( Read more... )

alright boys and girls. things are getting ridiculously out of hand. i don't think everyone quite understands that i'm not just going away to college. this is the real-deal ( Read more... )

i thought you know all she needs is really a good guy in her life and you would be different, working so far, because bad guys can make a woman change dramatically, but with a good guy in your corner, can get you back to where you were ( Read more... )