choppy thoughts

[babycatcher33]

* I went to finally get my hair cut this morning, and I *walked* instead of drove.  Then I got groceries and had Jack come and pick me up to take them home.  No way was I trying to carry 8 bags of groceries and a frozen turkey, all the way home

Comments

[birthingway]

I know you know this,and I will say it anyway:

Not your fault.
Not your fault.
Not your fault.
Not your fault.
Not your fault.

Not to mention--if there had been cord compression that severe, there would have been decels, and major mec.

Every page I am reading for Complications right now--I search for answers for you, and continue to come up emptyhanded.

And, I hope the fair is fun! I heart your little town.

[babycatcher33]

I know
I know
I know

But, I'm not convinced that it was OR wasn't cord compression. No mec, ok, not all babies mec with a hypoxic event (so I've been told). No decels, ok, maybe we just missed them. I don't know. I am trying so hard to accept that I will probably never know why she died. I don't even have to try to explain to you how hard that is.

I'm so not looking forward to Complications. Maybe next year.

[birthingway]

It's actually not as bad as you probably think it will be. But still--next year sounds good :)

[circesissy]

Including Julia's bed sheets because she peed the bed again!!

your daughter probably wet the bed because you completely ignore your children and are fixated upon the death of abby. you should pay more attention to these types of signs and move on.

[kathy83]

rude much?

[birthingway]

Dear stupid bitch--

Have you ever lost a baby?

Thought not.

p.s. FUCK OFF.

[surfdreamer13]

daughter here she dosen't neglect me or my sister.

[birthingway]

p.s. Janice, I suggest you just ban circesissy from commenting in your journal. LMK if you need help on doing that.

[babycatcher33]

Done already. Thanks :)