I just dont know anymore... if I'm comming or going. I've never been this confused in my life.... and it really sucks.... really really sucks. More then you will ever understand.

i have to be up early. I dont really know why i'm writing tonight.. its only what... 4 in thedamn morning.. i hadda shitty night at work... i hadda shitty night after work... i'm really pissed off at the world right now and im not sure why... i think it may have something to do with not being able to eat... or drink.. or party... or... do anything ( Read more... )

... well here I am... bored as fuck. Had to wake up early this morning to call the doctor. I havent been able to really eat anything lately. Or drink for that matter.. Mom is convinced I have an ulcer, which would really suck... but my stomach is killing me, and has been for the past 2 weeks or so.. but its just getting worse.. so I called Dr. ( Read more... )

.........Well, I've finally decided to move forward in my life ( Read more... )

I know its been a few weeks since I updated ( Read more... )

Well.. I was gettin ready to watch a movie in bed.. and I seen Moss hopped offline, so I decided maybe I should get on real quick and do a little update. My life.. is.. pretty hectic these days... not too much out of the ordinary compared to my past lives.. or past years I should say.. but I definetly am counting down the days to my new beginning ( Read more... )

september 28th..... surgery date.... wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

well that lasted a whole 18 days ( Read more... )

TECH FEST IS COMMING! TECH FEST IS COMMING!... WHOS COMMIN WITH ME?!?!? HELLLL YEAH!

He's all I fuckin think about. What am I doing to myself? lol. ughhhh! *i miss him*