okay, soo many things have been happening. Like i said, me and my ex said our final goodbye's and that was a while ago. But I still can't stop thinking about him. I was doing really good until randomly I had this dream about him. I've tried sending him e-mails, text messages, IM, just about everything. He won't answer anything. It's a really crappy ( Read more... )

So, veering off the subject of my ex- for a minute, my house got torn down. Hurricane Katrina has finally finished w/ my family. Even though I don't live on the coast anymore, it is still my home and always will be. But when the Army Corps of Engineers came and dozed it in a matter of 10min. They took my heart down with it. This just finalizes my ( Read more... )

Okay, so right now, I’m working on my Lab Reports for Anatomy. Finally dissecting the mink. It’s pretty rockin’ right now. I haven’t gotten sick, and I’m not surprised. Ya know considering I went into the Operating Room at the Hospital to watch 3, count ‘em 3, different surgeries, I was totally all up in the action, it was SWEET! But yeah, it was ( Read more... )

Okay, so Double Decker Festival was Yesterday. My ex- came down from IL. I was soo excited. I haven't seen him in 2 years, and the day finally came when I could actually see him in person. So I met up with him at the square and the moment I saw him I ran up and basically attacked him. It was the biggest hug I've ever given someone. LOL. He almost ( Read more... )

Repentance/ The Hope of Forgiveness ( Read more... )

k, so my ex- (i'll just go ahead and say Robert) broke up with his girlfriend, and that made me extremely happy. I didn't let on that I was happy, I was just being a friend and telling him" well I wish things could've worked out, but i guess it just wasn't meant to be" ya know comforting things like that. Well, I got on IM and talked to him and he ( Read more... )

so I just got done talking with my ex- and he didn't say anything. we started out with small talk like usual and then he said," So, I forgot the actual reason I called you" and I was like well that's nice. blah! that aggravates me. I know what he wants to say, but he just can't at this point in his life. I dunno. its' complicated I guess. but ( Read more... )

K, so my not being allowed to go to prom is not an issue anymore. The only problem is that my date’s great grandfather is dying. And if his funeral is on prom night, then he still has to go. I don’t mind, I mean, I think that’s more important than prom, but I already bought my dress, shoes and ticket. Plus we’ve already made plans to double with ( Read more... )

So, I've been having guy problems. I won't go into any of that, but anyway. So I went to my boyfriends house last night. I was completely terrified of his mom from past experiences, but It wasn't so bad. we watched 2 movies, and yes, we actually watched them. After that we had like 20 min. till I had to be home, so we figured till then we could go ( Read more... )

So exams definately started today, and I didn't go to school, why? Well, The only exam I had today was A&P and I would have soo bombed it. So I'm taking one extra day to study. Well, fine, I never studied in the first place. So I tried studying a littl bit already, didn't work. I was too tired. So I slept a little while longer and had some ( Read more... )