why does it hurt so much to not know?

to see you when i wake up is a dream i didn't think could be real ( Read more... )

Everything I thought I had seems to be unraveling slowly, and now it appears that maybe I'm just young and ignorant and I have no idea about how I feel, the only thing that really bothers me is, if my feelings aren't as real as I thought they were, then why does this hurt so much....and why am I still trying for to make this work, when normally I ( Read more... )

jimmy (4:01:09 PM): i just saw a 317 pound catfish
jimmy (4:01:09 PM): and a japanese guy
jimmy (4:01:09 PM): beat super mario 3
jimmy (4:01:09 PM): in 11 minutes
jimmy (4:01:11 PM): tell me im not using my offtime wisely

ok, let me try to explain to you the way thanksgiving is supposed to be, the way that it's been done since as long as i can remember. mom wakes up early and starts cooking the whole shabang, and she's never complained about it. we all start to wake up to the smells coming from the kitchen, especially when we were in our small apartment. we'd all ( Read more... )

WTF IS A GIRL SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SHE'S HORNY?!

i was taking to justin on the phone last night before i went to bed, and he said i was manipulative, that i always find a way of getting what i want. HAH! i wish i were manipulative! maybe things i wanted would actually happen. i told him if i were manipulative i'd have everything i wanted right now. he asked what i wanted ( Read more... )

'I hate a lot of people, but now im happy...who woulda thought hate could lead to happiness...fuck anyone who ever pretended to be my friend ( Read more... )

yeah, what am i doing for thanksgiving? nothing. my mom's not cooking. we're not going anywhere. nothing. rocks ( Read more... )

i just washed the dishes, and i realized, i haven't washed the dishes in so long. maybe, just maybe, i'm a little bit spoiled ( Read more... )