spoiled?
i just washed the dishes, and i realized, i haven't washed the dishes in so long. maybe, just maybe, i'm a little bit spoiled.
my journal is going thru clean up. i'm taking ALL MY OLD JOURNAL ENTRIES, and i'm making them private. i dunno. i think i'm just kinda more comfortable that way. this is A LONG PROCESS. livejournal is gay, and it makes you go thru them one by one and make them private. so yeah...suckage? i'm skimming them as i'm making them private, and i'm so retarded sometimes. it cracks me. like if you look down two entries, it's me and kelsey talking. i read that and cracked up. such dorks! so yeah i'll be done deleting all my entries in a few weeks hehe. i'm doing them 20 at a time. did you realize i wrote in here somewhere between 200-300 times? that's crazy. think i write too much?
i talk to sander a lot now. it's fun. i misssssseeeeeddddd himmmm! he helps me thru a lot.
we've been talking to each other a ridiculous amount of hours everyday, and when we're not we do gay things like email each other these long ass emails. we can never seem to finish whatever we're talking about. we filled out this gay little question thingy. here are some of his dumb answers:
3. Take a stab at my middle name: kim, just like everyother korean in the world **HOW NICE?!@#**
12. Color eyes?: its umm brownish greenish?
17. What's my fav type of music?: punk i suppose, and dat dirty south shit hehe don't deny it
39. A nerd? yes, definitely
41. Ghetto? yes, unfortunately
47. What do you think I'll be when I grow up? ummm half white and korean
48. A) Do you think I'll get married? yeah, but ur super picky
50. Who is my best friend? not justin
51. What song(if any)reminds you of me? right now? incubus' i miss you
52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV? yeah, dopey
63. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be? hick?
k yeah...so he's a dork no? i love that song by incubus.
i put that song on one of jimmy's cds even tho he hates incubus hehe. it's all good. he hasn't gotten his cds yet.
speaking of which, kelsey stole my idea. she made her bf a cd of songs that remind her of him. HOW GAY!
i was talking to sander, and he was curious to see how jimmy looked cause i talk about him so much. so i sent him a picture, and he goes 'oh...he's cute.' HAHAHA! i answered with, 'ain't he tho?'
speaking of which, jimmy's gay. he's mad cause i said he thinks everyone is hot. well, he does. ALMOST everyone. with tits.
the other day he said something, and i told him he doesn't know cause he never read the shit i wrote him for his birthday. well...i never gave it to him hehe.
i wrote him this long ass shit. in part of it, it said that i don't trust in many things at all, but i do trust that he'll be there if i need him, and that means more to me than i could ever find the words to say. yeah.
the cds i made for him...are really good :D
my daddy's sick. really sick. he was supposed to go to the hospital all week, but he hasn't. my mom's coming home tonight so that she can take him to the hospital tomorrow morning. hence, the reason i washed the dishes. i didn't want her to come home late at night then have to do dishes. i'm worried. i wish my dad weren't in such bad health.
it kinda scares me.
i haven't heard from my brother in so long.
justin came over real quick today. like for 15 minutes. he looked at my playlist on my computer, and he made fun of me. it was all beatnuts and jessica simpson's new song hehe. it's a good song!
my weekends are getting shittier and shittier.
i must win tickets to see michelle branch. I HAVE TO.
grrrrr, sometimes i wish things would go back to the way they were. i hate this inbetween shit.
my journal is going thru clean up. i'm taking ALL MY OLD JOURNAL ENTRIES, and i'm making them private. i dunno. i think i'm just kinda more comfortable that way. this is A LONG PROCESS. livejournal is gay, and it makes you go thru them one by one and make them private. so yeah...suckage? i'm skimming them as i'm making them private, and i'm so retarded sometimes. it cracks me. like if you look down two entries, it's me and kelsey talking. i read that and cracked up. such dorks! so yeah i'll be done deleting all my entries in a few weeks hehe. i'm doing them 20 at a time. did you realize i wrote in here somewhere between 200-300 times? that's crazy. think i write too much?
i talk to sander a lot now. it's fun. i misssssseeeeeddddd himmmm! he helps me thru a lot.
we've been talking to each other a ridiculous amount of hours everyday, and when we're not we do gay things like email each other these long ass emails. we can never seem to finish whatever we're talking about. we filled out this gay little question thingy. here are some of his dumb answers:
3. Take a stab at my middle name: kim, just like everyother korean in the world **HOW NICE?!@#**
12. Color eyes?: its umm brownish greenish?
17. What's my fav type of music?: punk i suppose, and dat dirty south shit hehe don't deny it
39. A nerd? yes, definitely
41. Ghetto? yes, unfortunately
47. What do you think I'll be when I grow up? ummm half white and korean
48. A) Do you think I'll get married? yeah, but ur super picky
50. Who is my best friend? not justin
51. What song(if any)reminds you of me? right now? incubus' i miss you
52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV? yeah, dopey
63. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be? hick?
k yeah...so he's a dork no? i love that song by incubus.
i put that song on one of jimmy's cds even tho he hates incubus hehe. it's all good. he hasn't gotten his cds yet.
speaking of which, kelsey stole my idea. she made her bf a cd of songs that remind her of him. HOW GAY!
i was talking to sander, and he was curious to see how jimmy looked cause i talk about him so much. so i sent him a picture, and he goes 'oh...he's cute.' HAHAHA! i answered with, 'ain't he tho?'
speaking of which, jimmy's gay. he's mad cause i said he thinks everyone is hot. well, he does. ALMOST everyone. with tits.
the other day he said something, and i told him he doesn't know cause he never read the shit i wrote him for his birthday. well...i never gave it to him hehe.
i wrote him this long ass shit. in part of it, it said that i don't trust in many things at all, but i do trust that he'll be there if i need him, and that means more to me than i could ever find the words to say. yeah.
the cds i made for him...are really good :D
my daddy's sick. really sick. he was supposed to go to the hospital all week, but he hasn't. my mom's coming home tonight so that she can take him to the hospital tomorrow morning. hence, the reason i washed the dishes. i didn't want her to come home late at night then have to do dishes. i'm worried. i wish my dad weren't in such bad health.
it kinda scares me.
i haven't heard from my brother in so long.
justin came over real quick today. like for 15 minutes. he looked at my playlist on my computer, and he made fun of me. it was all beatnuts and jessica simpson's new song hehe. it's a good song!
my weekends are getting shittier and shittier.
i must win tickets to see michelle branch. I HAVE TO.
grrrrr, sometimes i wish things would go back to the way they were. i hate this inbetween shit.