I got to hang out with my babie today. i was so happy. we havent hung out in so long, its quite sad. oh well. we got to be together today so its all good. i love him so much hehe, im so mushy, i no. oh well. this is my god damn journal alright!!!!! Any way. i rele dont want to have a bday party ne more. like 5 ppl are guna come, its so beat. :: ( Read more... )

aaah man. work was fun. theres a new guy... andrew. hes gunna be a shift manager. he so nice. now i have him n brandon, my hot managers lmao. i love this. trish thinks they both come off as faggy but trish can suck my left nut. hmph! ne who... it doesnt feel like jimmy is into me ne more, its weird. i no im always bitching about him but its oni cuz ( Read more... )

What to do with myself... ive been stuck in my house for 3 days cuz ive been home sick with strep. it sux royal asshole. hmm.. lets see.. i havent seen jimmy in umm... a week. and today is our 2 months anniversary. Happy Anniversary babe... thanks for the phone call!!! ne ways. shyt is boring. Lauren came over today. Bette was sane. it was crazie ( Read more... )

Wow... im so incredibly spaced out and like... blaaaah. i dont even think i have ne thing to say... i just needed to do something so i could keep myself occupied. Oh wait, i do have stuff to say actually... last night was prom. it was fun. i danced Alot. like whoa. my legs are killing me. but yeah good times, then we went back to scotts house. that ( Read more... )

I cant take this ne more! Everyoneis making me fucking crazie! I rele wish if ppl had shyt to say they would just come up to me and say it to my face n stead of being little bitches n saying it behind my back n then actiing like my best friend to my fucking face! Ugh its fucking rediculous. And prom... oh god, thats gunna be oneee big fucking ( Read more... )

I dont think Jimmy wants to be with me any more... thats how it seems ne ways... i think there something going on with him and Dan. They are always together. Who knows, maybe Jimmy is an in th closet bisexual... Maybe im just too paranoid. I need help!!! I need a counselor to talk to... At least they can give me answers to my questions when i need ( Read more... )

::sighs:: I haven't talked to Jimmy since thursday. I miss him so much :'( I need to buy that boy a cell phone. Ill make in pink... hehe aahhh. I get to go back to the campground with my mom 2 moro... we r gunna spend the weekend together.. I guess we could use the time alone. we've been fighting alot lately, its sad. I had a break down on sunday ( Read more... )

Wow, i havent been on this in mad long... Whats cracka lackin? Im with Jimmy! Im soooo happy, hes soo great. I love him hehe. umm... lets see...Mike is sooo depressed. I wanna do something to help him but theres nothing i can do... Im just gunne be there for him as much as i possibly can... yeah. Hey heres a survey to do ( Read more... )

you dont love me ( Read more... )