So far gone

[babiegirl87]

Wow... im so incredibly spaced out and like... blaaaah. i dont even think i have ne thing to say... i just needed to do something so i could keep myself occupied. Oh wait, i do have stuff to say actually... last night was prom. it was fun. i danced Alot. like whoa. my legs are killing me. but yeah good times, then we went back to scotts house. that wasnt too bad. i was hella tired tho. i fell asleep in jimmys lap ::in the back ground -aaaawwwwwww-:: hehe. it was cute. then a lil bit l8r i was giving scott a hug n he has holding me n everything n he said he missed this (the whole hugging being all close thing) so i gave him a hug n kiss. hes a sweet kid. Dorothy better not hurt him or shes fucking dead. i rele rele rele rele dont like her... maybe it would be different if he didnt go around flashing every one at stage crew. Yeah. I realize last night that i am in desprite need of sex, but i wanna wait a while... i wanna make sure everything is going smooth with me n jimmy. besides, i got a thing going with ryan no sex til like june 9th i think. but i think i might try to go longer, just to see how long we can go. n then ill just turn into my normal nimphomaniac self hehe. i was thinkin bout bobby today. i miss him, but im kinda glad im not hookin up with him ne more... it sux when u no some one onli wants sex from you and you still give it to them. i rele liked him alot and supposedly when we first hooked up he liked me too but i guess that changed... kinda sux but whatcha gunna do... im not gunna cry about it. i hate crying over guys... i cried in lunch the other day cuza jimmy. it was soo beat. i dont like crying in front of ppl. it makes me feel like i am trying to get their attention and thats really the last thing i want. Ok then. today lauren came with ali... fun shyt right? wrong! i love her to death but she has gotten way too conceited for her own good. i rele wanted to just kick her tonight. Ali too. like i rele do love them to death but they make me soo angry. its like they are the hottest, skinniest girls in the world and no one even comes close to them. "we r soo much hotter"... "im so tiny" ugh, i want to shoot them. or just stab their heads so they shrink a little ya no? OMG im going to cry. my computer crashed. my precious baby is gone! GONE!!!!! i cant believe it. we've been thru so much together and now.... its over! ::cries hysterically:: welll wutcha gunna do... i just gotta get it fixed now. thats gunna take 4 ever to happen... oh man, doing up six flags tomorro. i think jimmy is going to come with me. so hopefully we can spend some "quality" time together. we'll see. im hella tired so im outie. buh byez

take my hand and walk with me to the end of the earth. they cant stop us now. we are too far gone