I'm feeling reflective today. There is nothing I want more than a chance to just sit and think. It's killing me that I'm working, have deadlines, no chance to do so today. I can't even believe it, it's so hokey, but I want a chance to sit back and think about the last year. The changes, mostly in me, that shaped the last year. I'm so not this

I'm so tense that my body hurts. I cannot wait until this week is over and I get to enjoy a whomping 2 extra days off of work. Heaven is not being chained to this desk!

I'm afraid he can't love me forever.

Incidentally, if anyone can tell me how they make other LJ usernames in my posts appear like everyone else's do I'd appreciate the lesson!

(does that make sense?)

Since cardiorrhexis asked, I'll do my best ( Read more... )

So utterly ashamed to live in the state of Wisconsin right now.

by zoevala. I will eat worthwhile food from here on out.

My lunch was amazing. Lowfat refried blackbean on a whole wheat tortilla with a few bean sprouts, tomatoes, and avacado. Yum.

I spent the entire weekend in bed... sick. What a waste of gorgeous weather. Thankfully, it was a good excuse to gorge myself on ice cream.

I'm still feeling fairly gross. Hopefully I'll be all healthy by wednesday so I can try to work all that ice cream off.

Have you ever experienced that feeling. Where you suddenly realize you've done made a mistake and the consequences start rushing towards you. It sort of pulses at first, like you aren't quite sure this is reality, aren't quite sure you'll have to deal with the consequences, but then it comes faster and you know you're screwed and there's no going ( Read more... )

I'm thinking I might head over there tonight. Hmm. Wonder if there is anything new and exciting or if I'll just end up watching the pig races and munching on cheese curds. Well, I guess the curds are a given. Hot damn I love those things.