well my life since my last entry, has taken some interesting spins. i have a job, a girl loves me, and i have good grades. so, my life is looking up. my new phone, and everything in between. its just a wonderful life.... or is it?

as my bedroom is seranaded by the sound of bass and snares ( Read more... )

i guess when you visualize shooting yourself right between the eyes so that your brain splatters all over whatever whats behind you, is not particularly healthy. but lately, whenever i become annoyed or angry with things, i think about putting a bullet in my head. just the picture plays over and over in my head, like some sick .gif. its crazy. ( Read more... )

im all sorts of confused

i dont know what to do with myself

dear you,

again, i am again needing love. i need a lady.

chllin in my room ( Read more... )

im said once again. its prolly just right now, but i am sad none the less. well actually, i am too tired to even care right now.

my body refuses to let me sleep. am i uncomfortable? am i, not tired enough? no, i am super duper tired, and i just wanna go to sleep. i got a new outfit, and i am debating whether to wear it tomorrow (today) or on thursday. FEILD TRIP!!! i think im gonna wait until thursday. yes. busknasna:best word ever. wow.

im out, CHUCH!!!

i saw some girl today, and she was sitting in class, at a table all by herself. i was so awstruck by her, i was almost ready to interupt the class and propose to her. but then i quickly remembered that i didnt know her, and i was sure she didnt know who i was.

just another thing

sol said good morning
good morning to you

i said hello, how are you
sol said i am fine

will you ever leave me sol?
i will go but luna will come

will luna leave?
we must all leave

will you come back?
luna will go down i will return

sol went down
luna came up
luna went down

sol never returned